Aria Dean
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Aria Dean

We are delighted to explore our first ICA show in this episode. We discuss artist and writer Aria Dean's Abattoir U.S.A.!, a videogame inspired video installation and a sculptural work exploring exhibitions and otherness / othering. The theme of the slaughterhouse is a powerful one, and it was treated by Dean in a subtle and powerful way. We also read Dean's book Bad Infinity: Selected Writings (Sternberg Press). It is a philosophical exploration of minimal and contemporary art through the lens of blackness and western thought. There is a theory of representation informed by what we learned to be called Afropessimism. We go into all of this in this episode, although we may not have understood everything. Such is the magic of exhibitions and books! We go back, and back, and back again.

[00:00:00] Hi, Emily here. Thanks for joining us again at the Exhibitionist's podcast. This week,

[00:00:16] we're having a look at Aria Dean's Abattoir exhibition at the ICA in London. Aria Dean's

[00:00:22] an artist steeped in philosophy and architecture and how they intersect with blackness. She

[00:00:28] provides so much food for thought and I was introduced to a lot of work through her. For example, George

[00:00:34] Bataille, have you heard of him? He's a French philosopher from the early 20th century whose

[00:00:39] base materials theory perpetuated some pretty transgressive experiments in his own life,

[00:00:46] a bit shocking to be honest, but it was great to see how Dean incorporated it with her examination

[00:00:51] of blackness. It isn't a bold statement to say that Aria Dean will be an artist that will

[00:00:57] be considered for years to come. In this episode, you'll hear the menagerie that surrounds Joana and

[00:01:04] I while we record cats, dogs, even a sheep bleeding in the background. All part of the fun. Thanks

[00:01:11] again for joining. We're so glad you're here and I hope you enjoy the episode.

[00:01:19] Hi, welcome back to Exhibitionistas. On this podcast, we explore an artist through the lens

[00:01:24] of their solo exhibition. My name is Emily Harding. I'm an art lover, an exhibition goer.

[00:01:29] In this episode, we'll look at the exhibition Aventure USA exclamation point by Aria Dean at

[00:01:36] the ICA in London, which is on until the 5th of May. As this podcast title implies, we love

[00:01:43] exhibitions, the ideas, the beauty, the provocations and most of all the experience.

[00:01:49] So I was one of those people during the pandemic who thought, hey,

[00:01:52] secluding at home isn't so bad. What was I thinking going out so much before? I can just hang

[00:01:58] out here. Yeah, totally. Exactly. And exhibitions has been one of those things that I've come back

[00:02:07] to obviously in the past couple of years that remind me how wrong I was. I mean, of course,

[00:02:12] maybe I was right at the time, but kind of wrong in the long term. And this exhibition

[00:02:17] is no exception. It is an experience. Hello, and I am Joanna P. Arneves, the other exhibitionista.

[00:02:26] By the way, I noticed that on Apple podcasts, they have transcriptions of our episodes now,

[00:02:34] all episodes. Amazing. And my name is usually Joanna's Pyrenees. So I think that my name

[00:02:43] is unscrupable for AI, which I'm very proud. Nice. So here I am, Joanna Pyrenees. And I'm an

[00:02:51] independent writer and art curator and artistic director of Drawing Now Art Fair. I'm also working

[00:02:59] on a book actually titled Female Drawing Machines to be published in 2026. And it is about drawing

[00:03:05] as technology from a feminist perspective. And so now that you know all about me,

[00:03:11] Emily, how was your week in culture? Last night on another level, I saw Civil War

[00:03:17] at the movie theater. So I know this is like I was really not into some American,

[00:03:25] you know, I saw the preview. Really? No. Yeah. It's true. I know. I know. Shocking. No one could have told.

[00:03:32] But so I, you know, I saw the adverts and it looked like a Marvel movie take on a Civil War movie.

[00:03:43] Yeah, same. I was like, is this a joke? What the heck is this? Yeah, exactly. So I'm very curious to

[00:03:50] know what it was about and what you thought of it. Yeah. So I mean, it all looked a little

[00:03:55] bit too close to the bone, but then my husband really wanted to go see it. And then I found

[00:03:59] out it was directed and written by Alex Garland, who wrote the novel The Beach. If anybody remembers

[00:04:06] that. And lots of other screenplays for movies. So 28 Days Later. And a book or sorry, a movie

[00:04:13] that was based on one of my favorite books by Kazoo Ishiguro Never Let Me Go. Did you ever read

[00:04:20] that? Can I say I was never able to move past from the first page. I tried reading it so

[00:04:27] many times. I think it's me to quote Taylor Swift, which I don't listen to, the problem is me.

[00:04:35] But I think I chose the wrong time to read it. But each time I have it in my living room,

[00:04:42] like waiting for me. Yeah. Sometimes I pick it up and I'm like, I have no idea. I just am not

[00:04:48] it's not a fit. We are not meant to be together. Fair enough. Fair enough. I'm sure

[00:04:52] the problem is me because everyone says it's amazing. So there's pace and timing with things,

[00:04:57] you know, sometimes books leap out at you. And sometimes they just hang out for a while.

[00:05:01] But yeah, it's not a read. So um, so the movie star is Kristen Dunst and a really brilliant

[00:05:09] cast alongside her. And the the brilliant part of it is that I made it, it just,

[00:05:16] there's a lot more nuance than you would be led to believe from the trailer. And it walks a really

[00:05:23] fine political line ideologically. So, you know, it's it's not trying to say,

[00:05:31] you know, explicitly about the politics of the day, you know, it's not trying to say, oh, well,

[00:05:37] surely this is right. And there's kind of one, you know, couple of kernels in there about it.

[00:05:44] Um, but it's clearly flagging that this is a future we do not want. You know, I mean,

[00:05:52] uh, and I don't know if you know, uh, Kristen Dunst's husband. Yes. Oh, yes. Me too. Jesse

[00:06:00] Plemons. Jesse Plemons. Exactly. It's good on the big screen. It's one of those,

[00:06:05] you know, I mean, there's maybe I'll go get it because I've been trying to see what could

[00:06:10] I watch on the big screen because I've been watching stuff at home, which is not great.

[00:06:16] Yeah, because my weekend culture was, I have to say, I'm really taken by this guy. He passed away

[00:06:24] on the 14th of March of this year. So I learned about him on Instagram, weirdly, you know,

[00:06:31] obviously, as he, you know, someone was announcing his death. I had no idea this man

[00:06:37] had existed before. So his name's Franz Deval. He was a Dutch primatologist and he wrote these

[00:06:45] amazing books. He's really interested in the continuity between human behavior and animal

[00:06:51] behavior, especially primates, but he talks about all animals in his books. And there's one that I

[00:06:57] really, really love, which is called the age of empathy. He talks about empathy and he

[00:07:04] deconstructs this idea that actually, we blame on Charles Darwin, but actually comes from an

[00:07:11] economist who's called Herbert Spencer. And he is the one who coined the phrase survival of the

[00:07:18] fittest. It was not Darwin at all. And so he based on really bad readings of Darwin, this whole

[00:07:25] notion of competition as the basis of society and in the age of empathy, Franz Deval talks a

[00:07:33] lot about this in relation to the United States. So I think it would interest you, it's really

[00:07:38] interesting. But it's all through the perspective of animals. And I also learned in his, because

[00:07:43] I've been like listening to talks, looking on YouTube, you know how obsessive I am. So I just

[00:07:48] started like looking into everything. And he talks about the fact that so I learned something

[00:07:55] this week through him that primates love and kiss. So usually people say that what separates us from

[00:08:05] the animal kingdom is that we love, but Simeon's love, he loves the lot actually. And he talks about

[00:08:14] being in his office and listening and hearing them laugh. And they also kiss. So Bonomo's

[00:08:20] apparently it's more sexual. The kissing, it's like he talks about this person who was minding

[00:08:25] the Bonomo community and who let one of them kiss him. And apparently there was immediate tongue.

[00:08:36] But they're like famous people, right? Bonobos are like famously horny. Is that?

[00:08:41] Yes. So the female Bonomos apparently they when like opposing groups start fighting,

[00:08:49] they go to the other side and they start having sex with the Bonomo females, the opponents,

[00:08:55] females and males. And they stop the wars like that. So there's so many interesting stories

[00:09:04] that I'm just fascinated. I'm still reading it. You know, I bought two books. There's another

[00:09:08] one which is Are We Smart Enough to Know How Smart Animals Are? I mean, it's just

[00:09:13] another world. It's so nice. So he just died last month. But when was he writing like

[00:09:20] the age of empathy, when is that from? Well, he came into his profession in the 70s, 80s.

[00:09:31] So he said that that's really interesting because he actually said that basically

[00:09:39] primatology and animal behavior studies were male, mostly male, so mostly male scholars.

[00:09:47] And they were completely interested in conflict. That's what they were studying because they,

[00:09:53] you know, had this idea that animals were basically machines. They didn't have emotions or

[00:09:58] effects. And they just, you know, was studying the way they fought and they were territorial,

[00:10:05] etc. And then some female scholars started coming in and they were interested in care. They were

[00:10:10] interested in the way they structured their societies. And suddenly a few scholars started

[00:10:17] saying, well, you know what? This conflict thing is not the nature of these animals. We're only

[00:10:24] seeing these animals through a very narrow scope. And so he decided to study conflict resolution.

[00:10:31] And he has a lot of interesting things to say about that. It's really, really interesting because

[00:10:37] some things are very animal based and others, and that's what he says, we are very close to

[00:10:43] primates. Like we have the same psychology. He doesn't believe there are psychology and our

[00:10:48] social structures are that different, even our sexuality. And in that sense, it's really

[00:10:53] interesting, especially when you think about all these new tendencies of

[00:10:58] trying to incorporate Native American thinking and relationship to the planet into our own behavior.

[00:11:06] Say, for example, I think it was in New Zealand, where they finally accepted a river to be seen

[00:11:13] as a person. So you know, this Native American thinking of personalizing minerals, organic

[00:11:22] life, animals, you know, and that's really interesting, I think. And at the same time,

[00:11:28] he's a scientist. So he's not going to say things to please you. We've come to a point

[00:11:32] where we're finally understanding and opening up the scope on these issues. And it's

[00:11:38] fascinating to read him fascinating. So he talks about gender as well. And he says like

[00:11:44] one in 10 primates are sexually gender fluid. There's something that doesn't

[00:11:55] correspond neither to the female or the male gender, but mostly it's binary. But there's

[00:12:02] exceptions to that and very different kinds of exceptions like intersex, but also other behaviors.

[00:12:08] So it's really interesting. And he's very objective at the same time. He's not going to

[00:12:11] say, you know, the politically correct thing because that's not who he was. But I think he broke

[00:12:18] a lot of barriers. Not alone equals a lot of people in his books.

[00:12:22] So you think of science as just presenting the information, but of course it is infused with

[00:12:27] politics, you know, twas ever thus. It's fascinating. I'm going to check him out.

[00:12:32] Well, now that we've spoken about our weekend culture, really, really excited to hear you

[00:12:37] on this Emily and to exchange with you about Abattoir. Well, to be honest, I have the leaflet

[00:12:45] from the exhibition and it says Ariadine Abattoir. And on the website, the ICA says Ariadine Abattoir.

[00:12:52] And then in other places, it says Ariadine Abattoir USA exclamation point. So I don't know.

[00:12:58] It's kind of a fluid title, let's say. But first I'm really curious about Ariadine herself.

[00:13:04] I mean, basically she's a baby still. She's so, so young. Tell us a bit more about her.

[00:13:10] Yeah. So she's pretty new to the art world. So Ariadine was born in LA in 1993. Her parents

[00:13:17] worked in the entertainment industry, which is super common. I mean, for those of you who haven't

[00:13:21] been to LA, it is a company town by and large. It's hard to find someone there who isn't connected

[00:13:27] to the entertainment industry in some way, but is now based in New York and LA. She's a critic.

[00:13:34] She's a curator. She attended Oberlin College in Ohio, which stood out to me because I'm also

[00:13:41] from Midwest and they have a really formidable reputation for its progressive liberal values.

[00:13:47] So it was the first liberal arts college to go coeducational, the first to admit African Americans.

[00:13:54] It has the oldest continually run music conservatory. Lena Dunham, did you ever watch Girls?

[00:14:03] She's the creator of... Yeah. She went there. I mean, it's like super, super...

[00:14:08] Oh, so it's a very well... Does it connote like... Basically, let's put this in UK terms. Is it

[00:14:16] a posh school? Yeah. Yeah, it's a posh school. It is just as progressive as you can get and it has

[00:14:24] a huge arts culture as well. But anyway, I mean, I think... I'm mentioning that because it seems

[00:14:30] like a lot of her ideas were incubated there. I mean, one of her first pieces that's ironic,

[00:14:37] which is a column was based off of a bit of architecture that was on the campus.

[00:14:44] By Venturi. Yeah. Yeah. After obtaining a bachelor's degree in studio art at Oberlin College,

[00:14:51] she returned to Los Angeles taking a position as a social media strategist for the Museum of

[00:14:56] Contemporary Art. So in many respects, Dean's early engagement in the digital sphere of an

[00:15:03] institution prefigured the question she posed around blackness within the emergent internet culture.

[00:15:11] So she examined generative and gratuitous workings of online cultural production,

[00:15:18] of how the circulation of memes maps onto blackness and the visibility politics of selfies.

[00:15:27] So she really dug into the complexity of what social media is and what that means through

[00:15:36] the lens of blackness particularly. But I think, yeah, as we'll talk about, just

[00:15:44] her production of images and what that means and ownership certainly comes into her work.

[00:15:54] Well, she's an accomplished writer. I mean, I was so impressed by her because she decided to publish

[00:16:02] the writings or she was asked to publish the writings she did in her 20s. Yeah. It is so incredible.

[00:16:08] So Aria Dean is a young African-American artist who studied not only arts but also philosophy

[00:16:17] and architecture. So she's incredibly accomplished. She has a transdisciplinary education.

[00:16:23] So do you want to just, maybe the thing to do now is just to dig into the exhibition itself?

[00:16:31] Do you want to introduce that? Well, first of all about the exhibition, I'm vegan. So of course,

[00:16:36] when I read Abattoir which means slaughterhouse in French, I immediately thought my imagination

[00:16:43] started overworking and thinking, what is this about? Because vegetarianism and veganism.

[00:16:48] This is for me. I'm not sure. Yeah. Or maybe because my mind went immediately to the images of slaughterhouses

[00:16:56] that kind of propel people into veganism or vegetarianism. So I didn't really know what

[00:17:01] to expect and I really did wonder if she was vegan. And then I went onto her Instagram and

[00:17:08] I saw that her handle is LOL underscore prosciutto. And I thought maybe she's not and then who cares?

[00:17:16] Only me, honestly. Then who cares? Yeah. No one cares. It's really not important. Maybe she likes

[00:17:22] vegan prosciutto but vegan prosciutto is already taken. You never know. You never know.

[00:17:29] Yeah. It could be plant-based prosciutto. Who knows? Anyway, there's USA in the title. So I

[00:17:35] thought, oh, this is perhaps a criticism of North America. We'll see. We'll see. So the exhibition

[00:17:43] is very clever because it starts with a text that I have to say I read really quickly because I don't

[00:17:48] like reading text before experimenting the artwork. And then you open a strange, two strange looking

[00:17:58] doors between hospital doors and industrial food storage doors. And then you're faced with an empty

[00:18:06] room with a huge film projection. So the floor and walls replicate the atmosphere of the doors.

[00:18:15] And the floor is a black linoleum with little circular protuberances.

[00:18:22] And then the walls have a sort of human height strip of a sort of a non-descript color, like grayish,

[00:18:29] greenish color. And then the lighter color up to the ceiling after that strip. So it is not a

[00:18:37] projection room. You are not in a projection room. So you have this uncanny feeling of being

[00:18:43] both in the projection space and in a recreation space. And for some reason, what I'm saying is

[00:18:51] triggering Siri. So triggering in the psychological sense. So I'm going to put my phone away from me

[00:19:02] on airplane mode. And I apologize for that if you heard it. So...

[00:19:08] Siri is vegan too. She's really triggered by this.

[00:19:13] Exactly. So you're not really in a projection space. You're in a sort of recreation of a

[00:19:24] space that is non-descript at the same time, could be many things. So psychologically, it

[00:19:30] kind of creates a void so nowhere for your soul to be. But suddenly, personally, my

[00:19:36] consciousness was heightened because I was asking myself, where am I? What is this space that I'm in?

[00:19:45] And am I the one looking? Is someone looking at me? There is this uncanny feeling of a presence

[00:19:55] of some kind. It's really, really clever. Yeah. That room is really key. You wouldn't get the

[00:20:00] power of this film if you watched it on your laptop or your phone screen. Because, I mean,

[00:20:06] like you say, the industrial floor, the doors, they bring you into the film itself because you're

[00:20:13] looking at a similar structure on the screen. And then for me, so there's at the end of this room,

[00:20:21] so you walk in this room through these big double doors. You sit down on a bench at the back of

[00:20:28] the room. You're looking at the screen. And then off down to the right of the screen,

[00:20:33] there's this open doorway. Right, right. That's a lit from within. And it just feels mysterious.

[00:20:40] And as I was watching the film, it's like other people who'd been in the film before

[00:20:47] me kind of wandered back in there and then they came back out quite quickly.

[00:20:52] And it's like your mind starts going like, what's in there? Is it a broom closet or

[00:20:57] something that they just forgot to shut the door to or what? But I mean, that was like,

[00:21:02] that was also added to the level of what's going on in here. Yes. Feeling for me too. True. When I

[00:21:09] was there, these people went in and never came back. And I thought, okay, this, this, because

[00:21:16] I don't think the exhibition continues that far. You know, there's only two room, two pieces

[00:21:21] to watch. And I was, but maybe they kind of came back in, but I just didn't notice because I was so

[00:21:27] taken by the atmosphere. I don't know. But are you right? Yeah, you're like, it's a portal. They've

[00:21:34] gone to the next dimension. Yeah, there is that. Yeah, absolutely. Indeed. There's

[00:21:41] the portal like feeling and you'll see because going back to the video actually,

[00:21:47] and it is weird that we get to the video after really focusing on the atmosphere of the room.

[00:21:54] It's unusual. So the video is an empty slaughterhouse rendered through a 3D gaming software called

[00:22:05] Unreal Engine. So this also contributes to this uncanny feeling of being somehow part of the whole

[00:22:11] scenario because it's completely empty. There are no bodies whatsoever. So it confronts real

[00:22:19] space and virtual space because there's elements of the room that are repeated in the film and you

[00:22:26] somehow become the interface of it all, of this real space and this virtual space. And

[00:22:32] Aria Dean says something really interesting, which is that she thinks that only virtual

[00:22:37] spaces can talk about our real or can talk about reality or can do or produce reality in some ways.

[00:22:45] And she really makes you feel that. So the video takes you almost literally because it is this gaming

[00:22:52] software. So your mind clicks onto that atmosphere and you know you're supposed to play a role

[00:22:58] in it somehow in this kind of aesthetic created by Unreal Engine. So you go through a space with

[00:23:06] corridors until you see a bright light that kind of almost explodes in your eyes. It's really

[00:23:12] beautifully made as well. As if you went through a different dimension, like a portal. Of course it

[00:23:20] makes you think of death but nothing is specific in this experience. So you don't know. You're the

[00:23:26] one making decisions and interpreting and producing the meaning somehow along with the imagery,

[00:23:33] of course. So you get to another space with clearly, well with blood on the floor, there's the only

[00:23:39] person like or body like thing that you see. It looks like sticky. Is there blood on the floor?

[00:23:45] Yeah it looks like a sticky substance. I interpreted it as wet but I didn't interpret

[00:23:51] it as blood because it's like it covers the whole floor right? I mean which I guess I've

[00:23:56] never been to a slaughterhouse maybe blood does cover the entire floor. Oh this is fiction

[00:24:01] obviously. Yeah yeah yeah yeah. So again you're right, you know who knows I saw it as blood but

[00:24:08] it's not said to be blood in any way it makes no sense because there's nothing there. It does have

[00:24:13] the apparatus of post-death for the slaughtered animal because it has the hooks that you hang

[00:24:19] the bodies on and the strange thing is that you realize at this point that you're the only

[00:24:25] living thing in this space and you're the spectator so you're powerless in some ways. You only have the

[00:24:33] power of imagination and of being taken into this quite manipulative thing like a video game can be

[00:24:41] but there's this weird sensation of also being in an architecture especially the corridor that

[00:24:49] leads you to that portal like impression of an explosion of light that made me think of

[00:24:55] an artist who just passed away rich at Sarah's sculptures you know the big iron sculptures

[00:25:00] that are. The only difference is that it's not as tilted as usual as the sculptures usually are

[00:25:05] but not all of them and you go I mean I've experienced a few of them and when you're in

[00:25:11] them you have this feeling of as if the walls were coming in and kind of pressing onto your

[00:25:18] personal space they're very strange sculpture very effective when you think it's just an iron

[00:25:24] basically an iron spiral for example really tall they're very big. So some moments of the video

[00:25:33] made me think specifically of certain artists but the whole but that was I didn't have a lot

[00:25:41] of thoughts about that you know it just made me think of the slaughterhouse especially the corridor

[00:25:47] because there's this autistic woman who you know thought of a way to build those corridors

[00:25:56] so that the animal wouldn't know what they were getting into and I thought so much effort why

[00:26:02] just not convince people not to kill animals like this at least no one liked this you know but

[00:26:07] anyway because it is obvious that the animals get really distressed because they understand

[00:26:12] what's going on and they see the previous ones you know the ones walking in front of them being killed

[00:26:17] so obviously it's a horrendous thing. Totally yeah yeah I know they can sense it for sure how could

[00:26:24] how could you not you know I mean they aren't they aren't born to be put through channels like

[00:26:31] this I mean they were born to go in graze on a bunch of grass you know I mean they

[00:26:36] they're not machines like people you know in this time thought they were like going back

[00:26:40] to France Val they're not machines and they understand that if an animal in front of them is

[00:26:45] screaming or making a certain kind of noise that means danger you know so yeah absolutely absolutely

[00:26:53] yeah and I mean it is a very clean aesthetic for a gruesome place and the way that the camera

[00:27:00] angle works is kind of in the beginning you're sort of looking around oh yeah you know

[00:27:05] up at the ceiling and there's sort of this beautiful Victorian glass ceiling and you think

[00:27:11] you know maybe the slaughterhouse was converted from like a huge greenhouse like they have it

[00:27:18] at Q Gardens or something like that for example it's a Victorian and there's lots of Victorian

[00:27:23] flourishes around so like it's there's some beauty to the building but you're sort of looking

[00:27:28] up at the ceiling and then you know the camera kind of pans down to this channel that the

[00:27:34] animal would have gone through you know and meets this violent end but you're seeing things primarily

[00:27:40] from the perspective of the animal which I think you know obviously any point of view of the camera

[00:27:47] the the viewer is going to have more sympathy with that point of view so it's you know I think

[00:27:53] that's part of what makes it so powerful um but yeah then you're kind of drifting through

[00:28:00] the slaughterhouse uh and and seeing it but that notion of you know her emphasis on architecture

[00:28:08] her emphasis on space and how that makes one feel is uh yeah definitely very uh profound

[00:28:17] profoundly felt in her work so there's also like you say I mean you see things from the

[00:28:23] perspective of the animal and I was being really literal and because the film is in the loop

[00:28:29] I'm not sure I we arrived at the beginning of the film so there's a moment like you say where you kind

[00:28:34] of up there's this beautiful light sunlight through this Victorian building a little bit

[00:28:40] like the crystal palace you know the sun rays go through the windows and you kind of have an aerial

[00:28:47] view of things and I thought oh it's the animal soul you know but it's not it's not you are in

[00:28:53] in the space where anything's possible she's really interested in cinema and cinema theory

[00:28:59] so you are in a space where you can float why not there's no rule so it's a game without rules so

[00:29:05] you don't know a game you're playing because you don't have a remote in your hand

[00:29:09] and or a controller and you you can't have an impact on the the motion of the camera so you're

[00:29:16] taken in a place where usually you you would be able to do something in this kind of aesthetic

[00:29:22] so it's really interesting because you have moments where it kind of disconnects you from the point

[00:29:28] of view of the animal it creates other meanings in some ways and it brings you back to your own

[00:29:33] identity as someone who is looking at a structure and Ariadine is interested in structures but

[00:29:41] maybe we'll talk about this a bit later on this time for a break isn't it Emily yeah definitely

[00:29:46] let's take a quick one back in a moment

[00:30:00] so

[00:30:16] welcome back everyone we've brought you in you're in this kind of 3d gaming software slaughterhouse

[00:30:23] i mean i have to say when i was watching it so i i worked in the west bank in Gaza for five years

[00:30:31] in a few years ago and going through that did have some reman rememberances and similarities to going

[00:30:40] through eras which is the crossing between Gaza and Israel kind of the north of Gaza and i mean

[00:30:49] obviously eras is not a slaughterhouse i'm not saying that it is a slaughterhouse by any stretch

[00:30:55] but when you're going through it's absolutely full of channels like this whether it's

[00:31:02] you know fencing on both sides and on top of you to direct you to a certain place

[00:31:11] you know and sometimes you know i mean there is a lot of concrete slabs used everywhere i mean

[00:31:18] it's it's an enormous complex that manages movement to the extreme i mean you feel confined you feel

[00:31:27] directed you feel monitored and that was coming back to me certainly as i was watching this piece

[00:31:35] by area dean i mean look you know people when they get to the other side of eras are not

[00:31:40] being executed so i'm not trying to make a similarity there but the similarity is certainly

[00:31:47] through the the amount of control of yeah exactly the structure the amount of control

[00:31:54] and surveillance um you know of people's bodies um yeah it is really and i mean you know obviously

[00:32:03] there's there's a lot that you know both Gazans and in Israelis would have to say about that

[00:32:10] but for me you know as a person i mean i remember going in you know and you know you kind of go

[00:32:17] through this long long corridor of you know kind of the fencing on both sides and above yeah

[00:32:23] and then you come in and you have to go through the metal detectors this is coming out of Gaza

[00:32:28] rather than going in although it's you know there's some similarities going in as well

[00:32:33] but um you get your metal detector and then you kind of go through this little bit of a labyrinth

[00:32:40] where they have tiger traps so it's like you go no um you go in you go in one door and then

[00:32:50] you're kind of held in a very small area that maybe three people side by side could fit in

[00:32:57] and then the next door is locked and it won't open until they sort of make whatever decisions

[00:33:06] they're making up in the control booth and you know at certain times you know i mean it has been

[00:33:12] where you get redirected to a different door that is locked and then opened when you get to it

[00:33:19] and i'm assuming you don't want to go into that door that's not yeah exactly that's where

[00:33:25] you get stripped searched yes that's the script search sure but yeah so i mean you know but

[00:33:32] you know i mean making light of it look israelis will say that's absolutely necessary for security and

[00:33:37] you know october 7th you know underscores that more than anything and there's an argument to be made

[00:33:43] that that is you know an intense amount of control to have over uh human bodies uh yeah exactly

[00:33:51] but yeah there is a there is you know not an exact simile but certainly some similarities there

[00:33:57] yeah i think this idea of the structure is really what interests aria dean i mean from

[00:34:02] what i've read from her and that compare the parallel you're making is is really interesting

[00:34:09] because it really is what she is focusing on because there are no bodies so the hint you have

[00:34:17] is that you're looking at a very specific kind of structure with a very specific orientation and

[00:34:23] ability to lead you somewhere and which is something that the image is also making you know the comparison

[00:34:30] with gaming is really interesting so to to bring matters to a bit of a it to a bit of a lighter

[00:34:37] you know perspective um yeah so one of my sons is wants to study game art and so we i went to a

[00:34:48] lecture to a game art lecture so the first question we were asked is what is a game and we

[00:34:55] had a hard time defining well first of all as parents were trying not to speak but

[00:34:59] then obviously we started raising our hands and so we got to a point where he was defining

[00:35:05] gaming as opposed to puzzles as opposed to toys and so the interactive element is really important

[00:35:13] but then what makes because you know if you're playing chess it's interactive so what's the

[00:35:18] difference between chess playing and gaming it was really interesting and then he got to define

[00:35:27] the fact that in a game you win so you have to win so you're interacting with some form of

[00:35:32] platform it can be other people it can be the computer can be AI can be bots can be whatever

[00:35:38] but there's a set of rules and you have to kind of overcome the hurdles that they're thrown at you

[00:35:46] can be a shooter it can be you know jumping and getting something it doesn't matter and it made

[00:35:52] me understand how controlled the narrative is and how you are controlled as a gamer but it also

[00:35:59] brought me back to a class um a literature class where the teacher had the bad idea of saying

[00:36:08] what makes a novel so the structure that every novel has to have and I remember that my soul

[00:36:16] fell to my feet and it completely broke my experience of fiction and I thought no no no no

[00:36:23] you know no no no and it's within the restraint that fiction happens um and that's really interesting

[00:36:30] because so Ariadne is really focused on a theory called afro pessimism and so afro pessimism

[00:36:39] bases their theory on the fact that black bodies through the invention of slavery and not

[00:36:46] only in america but way earlier before in the african continent were completely othered in as much as

[00:36:53] they couldn't belong to the ontological structures and so to be human meant to be not black

[00:37:01] so humanism is defined by the creation of these black bodies that could never attain the role

[00:37:07] of subjects and could never attain subjectivity and therefore societies built on those black

[00:37:13] bodies that render you human and the slaughterhouse the way she describes it goes back to biopolitics

[00:37:21] to fuqo's biopolitics in this idea that these structures these big industrial structures

[00:37:30] actually are saying not who gets to live but who has to die for you to exist and that's why

[00:37:39] the slaughterhouse comes in you know as a vegan that interests me yeah yeah no for sure and i mean

[00:37:45] i think that that relationship to what is human is that came out to me in watching her film because

[00:37:53] as you say there aren't any people in the film and there aren't any cattle or there aren't any

[00:37:59] animals going to slaughter either there's nothing but the structure is built as a liminal space

[00:38:05] to transfer cattle from being alive to dead but it's not a liminal space for people who work there

[00:38:13] you know and the whole space is set up for this function of killing animals for slaughtering them

[00:38:21] and you can't imagine people actually going there and working you know eight to ten hours a day

[00:38:28] i mean you know so i did some research in minnesota a few years ago i took a very late in life masters

[00:38:36] in comparative politics and i did some some work looking at did you do a geriatric masters

[00:38:44] i did yeah i was so old hd as well yeah yeah you're all you're the oldest everybody else

[00:38:52] was so young you know and it was just looking at their faces like unlined and fresh and optimistic

[00:39:00] and yeah i mean i mean really it was it was shocking i mean like buy a long chuck everybody

[00:39:06] else were they were plowbacks it was like they got done with their undergrad and they were plowing

[00:39:12] right back into doing a masters no there was none older than me you know i mean even

[00:39:17] through the professors it's like yeah i mean i had been being age-wise so went and did this

[00:39:24] masters focusing on how to govern divided societies but anyway i digress the research i did

[00:39:31] was looking at comparing Somali integration into rural towns in minnesota so minnesota has a huge

[00:39:39] population of the diaspora the Somali diaspora are in minnesota and you know so it was looking at

[00:39:48] kind of you know how they were treated in these two places but i mean so many of them came to work

[00:39:54] in slaughterhouses and meat packing plants and i mean you know and not just Somali immigrants

[00:39:59] obviously but i mean immigrants full stop i mean this was work that you know was intolerable for the

[00:40:08] white population who had lived there for a long time i talked to one of the small town mayors and

[00:40:15] he was he was really pro so this is kind of the main difference between the two towns was there

[00:40:21] was you know a very pro attitude towards immigration and integration in one and not the other and

[00:40:28] it didn't go on political lines which is really interesting but but he was you know he said that

[00:40:32] a lot too he's like you think some of the you know folks here who are you know say that they can't get

[00:40:39] a job they could get a job but it's going to be at the plants and that's going to be you know

[00:40:45] they're saying that that's unacceptable you know obviously that's you know there's

[00:40:50] exceptions to what he's saying but i mean that otherness you know we're not going to do that

[00:40:56] we're going to get you to do that yeah yeah absolutely that's exactly which talks about

[00:41:03] i also read somewhere that the suicide rates of slaughterhouses slaughterhouse workers is pretty

[00:41:08] high it's a really gruesome work they do for sure so you would say that you're a vegan that's

[00:41:15] vegan propaganda right there's a book called vegan propaganda which is absolutely incredible

[00:41:21] um so actually thinking about structures we have to talk about the architecture as well

[00:41:26] so the text of the entrance that i didn't pay much attention to but is in the leaflet as well

[00:41:32] is about the construction of this world and it clearly states that dean looked into the history

[00:41:37] of the buildings of slaughterhouse buildings specifically so back in the day like two or

[00:41:43] three centuries ago they used to be adorned with features and weren't very different

[00:41:48] from other buildings you know they were supposed to be beautiful and they were clearly

[00:41:53] marked as being slaughterhouses until napoleon so napoleon decided that architecture and

[00:42:01] ornament should be removed from these buildings which by the same token should be industrialized

[00:42:07] regulated but also taken away from sight so the idea is that this is removed from

[00:42:15] visual um from our visual relationship to society from existence really this interestingly

[00:42:22] this idea of not having any ornaments resonates very strongly with modernist tropes in terms of

[00:42:30] form and shape for buildings so she mentions adult flues who was a famous austrian check

[00:42:36] architect who wrote a book called ornament and crime published in 1913 which was a lecture

[00:42:42] before and then became a book stating that anything superfluous should not be undertaken

[00:42:49] so this was very specifically against art deco or amour so beauty for him was in the function

[00:42:56] of things which also resonates with Bauhaus and all of the modernism that then comes into play

[00:43:02] first in europe and then in america so this was rather exciting you know for many people when

[00:43:07] i was younger and artists including myself the issue is that these notions came and that's what

[00:43:13] she flags up in her texts so this came at so at the same time a standardized production for disem

[00:43:21] and i just learned that adult flues was into prepubescent or pubescent girls

[00:43:29] because their bodies were pre-ornament as was stuff clint and egan sheela so this was brought

[00:43:37] to my attention that's no surprise i mean but there's a whole group it was an organized group

[00:43:45] this this actually i learned about this from um an mf a thesis that i supervised and it really

[00:43:51] rocked me to my bones uh the name of the student is laura fischer she's also an artist

[00:43:56] and she did an amazing work like it was beautiful to work with her so dean here is amalgamating these

[00:44:03] references um in a really interesting way echoing afro pessimism so this idea that obviously

[00:44:11] these regulations were brought about for hygiene reasons but this also means that there's a

[00:44:18] dismissal of a ritualistic part of life that suddenly is taken away from society in terms of structure

[00:44:27] and so the video echoes these different architectures across time another mark of the film for me

[00:44:34] was this incredible score like it has great sound i mean you're sort of surrounded by sound

[00:44:42] which adds to that feeling you talked about at the beginning of of true you know yeah what this room

[00:44:49] is and what's going to happen and there's a really incredible score that goes along with it and at a

[00:44:55] certain point so when the when you're at the end of the channel and the light is flashing and then

[00:45:03] you transcend to the other side of the flashing light there is a rendition of i think we're

[00:45:10] alone now by tiffany which i mean yeah

[00:45:19] i mean and it is so good i mean my teenage self was a huge tiffani van did she kind of

[00:45:26] penetrate portugal oh yes did she yeah did she penetrate oh yeah absolutely yeah it was a big deal

[00:45:35] yeah yeah but an unusual choice right i mean i guess it's like if that's when the animal dies

[00:45:43] yeah the animal is then alone in there wherever animal spirits any spirit goes

[00:45:51] the like that was the ultimate make out song right it's like you know your parents have left the

[00:45:57] house you're there with your boyfriend and kind of make out on the couch i mean that's sort of like

[00:46:03] the alone that i think tiffani yeah it's pointing to of course but when you take when you take the

[00:46:11] you know because i think we're alone now yeah so we so it's like the viewer and the

[00:46:19] the cow spirit or what have you i mean i guess we're alone now and if you read the interview

[00:46:27] she has this really really interesting interview with the afro pessimists theorists frank b will

[00:46:34] listen the third in the book it's right in the middle of the book and this idea that i think

[00:46:38] we're alone now really speaks to any community but i think afro pessimism has something that

[00:46:46] really you know made me feel my made me position myself very clearly because the black community

[00:46:59] is placing themselves so specifically as being completely alone and you not being part of their

[00:47:06] condition you will never be part of this condition as a white person and that was incredibly powerful

[00:47:13] to read because they bring it home in a way that really explains this context of having been the

[00:47:23] slave even before the slave ships that the pochise started to as a trend you know my people uh

[00:47:32] they started to to organize you know to to bring to other colonies particularly you know the what is

[00:47:38] now the usa but that the slavery thing was already happening before that so this otherness of the slave

[00:47:49] and that body that is so objects that it will always reinforce your privilege or your existence as an

[00:47:58] existence that creates the structure is so powerful that when i you know was reading these texts

[00:48:05] that she wrote and was reading the interview i didn't understand everything it's very dense theory

[00:48:10] and it's a theory that also criticizes representation which is something that is very

[00:48:18] controversial i think within you know communities that are excluded not only the black community but

[00:48:23] in art nowadays we're talking a lot about representation it was a big deal when the

[00:48:28] portraits of barak obama and the show obama were made by i forget the name of the artist but

[00:48:33] this black artist who painted these painted the first black president and the first black first lady

[00:48:41] and that was all about you know having black bodies represented in the museum doors not as slaves but

[00:48:47] as powerful people and afro pessimism kind of interrogates this and there's even the passage

[00:48:54] where he talks about what 12 years a slave and how the whipping of that character he thinks does

[00:49:00] not do what steve mcqueen thinks it's doing it's actually reinforcing the trope of black suffering

[00:49:05] bodies i think we're alone now you know is not specifically there uh and i think that's why

[00:49:13] it's so clever because you are asking yourself who is this we you know and according to the

[00:49:20] spectators background identity color of their skin you're gonna feel differently because they

[00:49:26] even afro pessimism and that's what really astounded me is that they separate their thinking

[00:49:34] from lgbt qia plus issues for example from female white female issues for example they

[00:49:41] really construct a territory that is impenetrable one of the authors they mentioned is of course

[00:49:47] james boldwin and they reject the humanism and james boldwin because he says i love james

[00:49:53] boldwin until the end of the books and the end of the books he reconnects with humanism and humanism

[00:49:58] is built on our backs and it we don't belong there and i mean you know i guess sort of in that room

[00:50:05] we have the we're in the slaughterhouse in that room and then there's that doorway at the end

[00:50:12] we haven't visited the whole exhibition yet so the second room has these vitrines that look

[00:50:18] archaeological or kind of typical of like old historical exhibition spaces the surface of the

[00:50:25] table is covered with red velvet with the word vitrine on them with an asterisk if i'm not and

[00:50:32] then they're covered by these huge glass boxes so it's their vitrines but they're empty and

[00:50:37] they're they're they're rectangular as well yes so they look a bit coffin like yes they do they

[00:50:45] do yes yeah yeah and there's a poem on the wall that says vitrine as a sort of asterisk as a sort of

[00:50:55] title and so aria dean says that this was her speaking you know about her own experience

[00:51:02] and so it says captured air that details an undermining trickery is against oneself

[00:51:10] it is revealed that the melancholic sap or lover of history or singer of lament

[00:51:17] felled by wars not fought and hollered by specter of life she did not live forget herself and the

[00:51:24] muck at her ankles favoring instead the scent of the theft of the wind from over the inverted horizon

[00:51:33] so i love this book i love the idea of the horizon yeah yeah no i know i thought i thought it was nice

[00:51:40] too that it was like you know the text could have easily been here's what i was thinking and it's

[00:51:46] obviously kind of a continuation of her examination of structures and all that but she didn't

[00:51:53] you know she put this you know kind of strange branding vitrine alongside a poem

[00:52:01] for you to make of what you'd like to yeah we're kind of in the beginning i was like oh well i get it

[00:52:08] you know empty vitrines i get it you know fine but then i was reminded of a story that a friend told

[00:52:17] me this portuguese artist um joanne chival she went to the united states for some reason

[00:52:24] and she ended up going to one of the museums there maybe the met i don't know and she interviewed

[00:52:35] a person responsible for some sort of collection the hit the story is very vague was years ago

[00:52:41] but the important bit of the story is that this museum curator told her that they had these

[00:52:49] um headdresses from native americans still existing still alive and practicing the rituals in the united

[00:53:00] states as exhibition items and because there's now a culture of giving back these are artifact

[00:53:07] they contacted um the chief of of this particular community native american people

[00:53:14] and so the person came and they took out the headdress from this vault at a certain temperature

[00:53:25] they opened the boxes really carefully with gloved hands they put them on the table

[00:53:33] and then the dude just took the headdress put it in the sports bag put it in his back just left

[00:53:39] what because it's an everyday thing for these people yeah for the white people it was something

[00:53:48] yeah precious of the past right but for them it's a living thing it's a thing they use i mean i'd love

[00:53:55] that because it's like you know that there's always that pushback you know around the benine

[00:53:59] bronzes and stuff it's like oh well or any of it it's like oh well if we gave it back they sell

[00:54:04] it on or it's like yeah go for it they can it's theirs it's they can do what they would like

[00:54:12] yeah exactly i mean it's in this idea of representation you know what what do you bring

[00:54:19] to the exhibition space and she said something really and she says that she's not interested in

[00:54:24] what art expresses she's interested in what art is doing you know that's where my head that's

[00:54:31] where i was in seeing this because you know immediately my mind is trying to make sense of the

[00:54:38] film and my mind is trying to make sense of these empty clear boxes coffin like boxes

[00:54:47] with the red velvet branding on it and you know i think so the second i watched the film twice

[00:54:55] and when i watched it the second time i sort of let my mind relax and just be taken through

[00:55:02] and then it then it kind of got quite emotional and that's when kind of some of the similes with

[00:55:08] eras crossing and other ways that people and movement is confined and monitored and controlled

[00:55:19] to such a high degree and the ways that we build structures to do that you know i felt like

[00:55:26] the second viewing was sort of when that started to sink in and then when i went to the when i went

[00:55:32] to the the second room you know yeah my my media it was like okay so i'm not sure what i'm supposed

[00:55:39] to make it is but then it's like after you leave and you're sort of absorbing and amalgamating

[00:55:46] both things it's you know it's it's it's the idea presented in another way i mean just that

[00:55:54] trappedness that invisibility too the invisibility of the trapness it's the error that's trapped

[00:56:01] we don't even see it we don't even see the error being trapped you know and how profound

[00:56:07] you know that is so aria dean is not shy about naming george bettie as a huge influence for her

[00:56:18] i mean she has one of her essays in her book bad infinity that is in fact called

[00:56:28] black but black but tie yeah it's written in 2021 um and it looks and if you look at any of her

[00:56:37] stuff online some of her lectures etc she is bound to reference him and joanna i know that you

[00:56:44] know more about bettie than i did because you studied philosophy and he and he was brand new

[00:56:49] to me i literally had never heard of him but wow wow does he make an impression oh my gosh i mean

[00:56:57] essentially i mean really really strange guy like made some very strange life choices

[00:57:06] but the essentially he developed this theory of base materialism and he posited that base matter

[00:57:14] is in everything and disrupts the division between high and low matter this counters the idea

[00:57:23] that matter is a thing in its own right so i read this article by evan jack in medium

[00:57:29] that was published in september last year and it gives an example about about what he means

[00:57:36] that's based on capitalism so there's the bourgeois and the middle class that is high

[00:57:44] material high matter rather and they want to keep the working class separate so they want to

[00:57:51] keep low matter separate so there might be a theory that says that you know high matter is a thing in

[00:58:00] and of itself that is its own thing but what bettie would say is that it's impossible to separate

[00:58:06] high and low so that in the high there is the lows so the working class isn't separable

[00:58:13] from the bourgeois and the middle class which of course we all know in economy it is and

[00:58:19] certainly in capitalism it is so the thing with bettie is that this is all transgressive

[00:58:28] this is a transgressive thought so jack in this article also writes that it's only when one goes

[00:58:36] towards the limit then transgresses it does one quote unquote follow bettie and this explains

[00:58:46] the human sacrifice stuff because yes this is a guy this is a guy bettie who was into that he was

[00:58:56] interested in you know transgressing that line and he had a club of people that were like hey

[00:59:03] we'd be up to be the subjects of human sacrifice and they tried to get someone

[00:59:10] who would be up for being the executioner for this group called asifal yeah the group was called

[00:59:17] asifal so a cephalus which means without a head so someone would have fucked the head somehow

[00:59:24] and it is really an ethos of transgression if one may use this oxymoron it is uh yeah

[00:59:34] it's a literature of transgression and he was indeed a strange dude who was practicing strange stuff

[00:59:40] at the time this is alleged so i don't know to what extent this is real or not but no wonder you know

[00:59:48] there was some rumors about you know bettie because he also wrote histoire de l'oeil so i don't know how

[00:59:54] it is translated the history of the eye maybe which is all about transgressive sexualities and

[01:00:02] sexual imaginaries and actions and gestures um and i've i have this thing where you know when you

[01:00:10] tell me something i believe you you know is it may worse that's when people tell you who they are

[01:00:15] believe them i i believe him i think he was this transgressive dude and there were many places

[01:00:22] and still are in society where you know you practice transgression and you can practice

[01:00:29] transgression by and it's interesting because what is transgression i think that's what the question

[01:00:37] in that's why area where ariah dean enters because you know if you're um a Mormon

[01:00:44] is it Mormons who can be married to lots of women i don't know yeah yeah right that's okay

[01:00:50] it's part of a religious structure so it's part of the structure so it's okay but then if someone's

[01:00:57] in the thrupple and they decide to and they hold hands the three of them and kiss each other in public

[01:01:02] then oh that's not good that's not good that will not happen in society so this what is transgression

[01:01:10] and what is the structure of society he went very very far he goes into mutilation and to all

[01:01:15] sorts of things um that are quite you know for lack of a better word very very creepy to me but

[01:01:25] he does come from and he did in founts foo co and like and all of these people

[01:01:31] i think also materialism is something that interests aria dean and as opposed to symbolism

[01:01:37] so again this idea of the the fact that everything is active in society is an active agent so

[01:01:46] it's real and it's you know it's it's act it acts upon society and it acts upon structures or

[01:01:52] is structural rather than you know expression and symbolism you know art as being something that kind

[01:01:58] of stays away from the real uh from reality um which um uh nabokov always said you when you

[01:02:06] write reality you have to put it into um between um quotes because why everything is what he was

[01:02:17] probably a materialist as well there's no such thing as reality we're in it this is it you know and um

[01:02:23] and so she's you know and she wrote this famous text called um uh poor meme rich meme is that it

[01:02:31] let me check i have the book right here yeah that's one of the very early ones yeah 2016

[01:02:37] and she was talking about these um black uh youths who were using social media so memes

[01:02:43] of course are now a forgotten thing or almost prehistoric back in 2016 it was a thing that was

[01:02:50] happening and everyone was using them and black people were creating it black young people

[01:02:56] and she talks about how instantly those creative processes from these black people were incorporated

[01:03:05] in something that is corporate that is an entity that immediately owns whatever they produce

[01:03:12] so they're caught in this loop in this bad infinity let's say where they're immediately

[01:03:17] dispossessed and this possession is something that's really interesting for her and she mentions this

[01:03:23] in um a situation that happened at the Whitney Biennial I think it was the 2017 Whitney

[01:03:29] Biennial where Dana Schuetz yeah who's an incredibly successful painter decide and a white woman

[01:03:36] decided to paint the image of the poor 14 year old boy Amatill who was brutally viciously murdered

[01:03:46] because a white woman said that accused him of harassing her like winking at her or something

[01:03:53] was it a wink really you know oh it was like it was really it was a like a small gesture from

[01:04:00] from memory and it wasn't even true anyone she the the woman who accused him finally admitted in the end

[01:04:07] that he didn't even do it but anyway so he was brutalized brutally murdered and there's an image

[01:04:15] of him in his casket I think um and completely disfigured and she painted this image

[01:04:23] and Hannah Black particularly this British um black artist said that the painting should not

[01:04:29] be there it should be removed because um that was not you know her story to take and uh Dana Schuetz

[01:04:39] replied that the painting was not for sale it would never be for sale but there was a big uproar

[01:04:44] and Ariadne participated in this uproar and in a conference she said well I was on the side of

[01:04:52] Hannah Black I was one of those people you know full disclosure who was not happy

[01:04:57] with this painting being at the Whitney Biennial um but then it kind of got away this became a huge

[01:05:04] discussion about can a white woman paint a black child which is not the thing that interested me

[01:05:11] so what interested her was the notion of dispossession and the notion that as you know a black person

[01:05:21] who inherited this history and he was a victim of this history maybe not a victim but subjected

[01:05:27] to in their own bodies in in your own body you are dispossessed somehow of that story

[01:05:37] and it is difficult to understand this and I kept thinking about this um you know I have to be

[01:05:44] honest you know it's not these things are not easy to understand it's important to talk about them

[01:05:48] and I think we may get some things right here wrong here and while we talk but you know it is

[01:05:54] important to understand this experience and I the only parallel I could come to was that a friend of

[01:05:59] mine a very close friend very dear friend is responsible for this football team and he sent me a logo

[01:06:06] he was designing a logo for the football team and it was a dog a female dog a bitch you call them

[01:06:14] being um uh breastfeeding uh it's her little her little um cubs and I looked at that image

[01:06:24] and I was so enraged and we have this huge what's up fight um I mean exchange of views and I said like

[01:06:31] I'm so sick of men appropriating breastfeeding as a sort of wholesome image is dispossessing me

[01:06:39] of my experience and the politics of breastfeeding which are so incredibly

[01:06:45] vicious you know at the moment and so we had this huge discussion and it was I mean

[01:06:50] it's the only thing that I can again you know thinking of Afro pessimism as a white feminist

[01:06:57] I this is not the same you know it's not the same experience yeah but in trying to understand

[01:07:02] what this possession means and that's that's what I found interesting about that um that

[01:07:09] lecture where she talks about this was exactly what you're saying the notion of you know not

[01:07:15] trying to say who has the rightful property to represent what you know uh but you know she made

[01:07:25] the point that look we're at the Whitney we're at the biennial not just anyone can show here

[01:07:32] but white people more so you know and uh you know and that's that's part of the issue here is

[01:07:39] the fact of you know that black artists are not represented in these spaces as much so therefore

[01:07:48] a white woman takes this you know emitill uh image and and when they are represented they are tokenized

[01:07:58] and I think that's the issue is that even now as a curator you have to think am I do I have

[01:08:05] trans bodies do I have you know trans experiences do I have female experiences do I have black

[01:08:10] experiences I have latin experience I have asian experiences but it takes a long time as a curator

[01:08:16] myself to represent not to represent but to present uh different experiences as artists

[01:08:24] you have to take time and listen and see what that experience is and the thing now with the

[01:08:29] art world is that no yeah you do have black artists in exhibitions but they're immediately

[01:08:33] tokenized there's maybe some self-tokenization which I think is what the um theorist she interviews

[01:08:40] alluded to when they he was talking about 12 years a slave that's how I understood it

[01:08:46] I don't know I don't think that's my place to say he doesn't say it like that but that's

[01:08:50] kind of how I interpreted it I may be wrong anyway sorry go on yeah no no that's I mean

[01:08:57] I just think that that juxtaposition between who has the right to represent something

[01:09:04] and what is the space to represent was kind of that's the that's where the rubber meets the

[01:09:12] road and and I think that's a really helpful nuance because of course a painter can paint

[01:09:18] whatever they want right we don't want to start policing what someone can put down on canvas

[01:09:25] and I from what I understood of Aria Dean's commentary that's exactly where she is too as

[01:09:31] you've as you've mentioned but it's more about you know who has the opportunity to and and if

[01:09:36] it were a level playing field and there was just as many black artists at the Whitney biennial

[01:09:42] and most biennials and in the establishment different story perhaps but uh but yeah but yeah

[01:09:50] no I thought that was a really I you know I am you know in the polarized politics of the day

[01:09:57] you know it's really nice to hear her work that through in a way that that yeah just felt

[01:10:06] more engaged in nuance than it very easily could have been. I don't know if that's

[01:10:13] she's nuanced you know when you read her you see that she is so extreme that's why

[01:10:19] that's what I enjoyed in her work I think she's just precise she's precise in what she's saying

[01:10:29] but in the interview um Frank B. Wilderson III does say why are people happy when we complain

[01:10:42] but then they're not happy when we're violent you know and that's a question you know we're

[01:10:48] not happy when we claim a space for ourselves you know there's this discomfort you know when

[01:10:55] you claim a space for yourself because you cannot exist otherwise and it's again I know but they

[01:11:01] would hate the parallel I'm making but you know I'm trying to understand you know there's um

[01:11:07] in Hampstead Heath there's the swimming pools for uh men yeah swimming pools for women and then

[01:11:13] the mixed one and I remember going to the women the women one kind of grumpy and thinking off wow my

[01:11:19] what is this segregation you know but it was the closest one to the male one so part of the family

[01:11:24] went to the male one and my daughter and I went to the female one and it was the most delightful

[01:11:30] experience ever the behavior was different the way you presented your body was different it was such

[01:11:38] a good space you know and now I'm completely for it and I wasn't you know it was like the cool girl

[01:11:45] you know we can all be together but actually it is sometimes really important to just behave in

[01:11:52] a different way and of course there's a lot of desire there's a lot of lesbians there

[01:11:56] it's not about desire it's not it's more complex than that and I love that she goes into that

[01:12:01] complexity I think she's gonna change a lot her mind's so young I'm really curious to see

[01:12:06] where she's going looking at the essays and looking how much she's developed her thinking

[01:12:12] in these you know in the in the span of the essays which I think is like five six years

[01:12:17] or something like that and imagining where she's gonna go from there and I really I really liked

[01:12:23] you know I mean obviously we're talking about the piece as an Aria Dean piece the video which

[01:12:28] of course it is but all of the artists that were involved in it as well I mean the the game software

[01:12:37] developers the composer I mean it was just such a collaborative effort as well all right so

[01:12:46] this is a wrap isn't it we've come to the end of it I think much more could have been said

[01:12:53] but because she has so much written work you know I mean it's it's she has visual stuff but obviously

[01:12:59] a lot of yeah written work and then I mean a lot of she references a lot of other folks like George

[01:13:07] Bataille you know and Robert Morris who is another huge influence of hers so I felt like

[01:13:15] you know you're kind of getting to know her but you're also spinning off into all these

[01:13:19] different directions which was great I mean it was sort of feed that into the fertile mind you know

[01:13:25] it was it was good. Ah question to you all this theory did it affect your experience of the

[01:13:30] exhibition? That's a good question I don't think it did. I had a I had I think a profound experience

[01:13:37] at the watching the film because of you know my own experiences and you know just kind of

[01:13:46] turning off the um turning off my brain as it were trying to figure it out and what it is and what

[01:13:54] she's trying to do with it but I don't know if it maybe if I went back maybe if I went back and saw

[01:14:00] the video again it would be it would inform a different experience but I think because I saw it

[01:14:07] before all of that and I had you know quite a you know I had an experience in and of itself

[01:14:16] without without all of the theory um I'm not sure I'm not sure it changes that experience.

[01:14:22] I think people are a bit weary of artists who are theorists as well you write

[01:14:28] theorize and I think that's the strong point of her work is that the theory is the theory

[01:14:35] the writing is the writing and the experience of the artwork is the experience of the artwork

[01:14:41] and she produces these experiences that are separate from her writing if you haven't read

[01:14:48] you know her thoughts on materialism versus symbolism you know all of those things you still

[01:14:56] have an incredible experience that is not too far away from where she places and positions

[01:15:01] herself so it's an effective artistic creative work that will not be explained by whatever you

[01:15:11] read from her and therefore resolved. So we've come to the end of our episode and our next episode

[01:15:18] is going to be focusing on the solo show of Zaynab Saleh at the Tate Britain.

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