From portrait to self-portrait: Zanele Muholi's activist photography and sculpture
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From portrait to self-portrait: Zanele Muholi's activist photography and sculpture

After a hilarious take on Gladiator II by Emily, we explore Muholi's unique path into activism, photography, curated exhibitions, sculpture, and self-imagery. Muholi's work focuses on queer communities in South Africa through a form of what the artist calls "visual activism". But there is also self-portraiture, as the artist is part of this LGBTQIA+ diverse fabric. For Muholi, their use of the pronouns they/them goes way beyond gender identity. It recognises past histories, visible and invisible, and identity as multitude. Muholi says 'There are those who came before me who make me.' Shockingly, Emily and I broke our own rules and actually visited the show together… which turned out to be quite productive. 

To know more about the exhibition: https://www.tate.org.uk/whats-on/tate-modern/zanele-muholi

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If you enjoy Katy Hessel's The Great Women Artists Podcast, this episode is for you. It is centred around the artistic practice of non-binary South African artist Zanele Muholi, whose work is steeped in questions of identity and gender in a sophisticated and nuanced way.


00:00:08
Hello and welcome to exhibition esters with me, Joanna and my

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spectacular Co host Emily. This is a conversational podcast

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where we discuss the body of work of an artist as seen

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through their solo exhibition. We're based in London and our

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motto is we visit exhibitions so that you have to.

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It doesn't even have to be the exhibition we talk about,

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especially if you live far, far away from London.

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And by the way, if you do, why not start an exhibition?

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It's this club where you live. It could be fun.

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So we start this brand new year with an exhibition I've had my

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eye on for a while, Zanel Moholy's solo show at Tate

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Modern. Shockingly, Emily and I broke

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our own rules and we actually visited the show together.

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We'll let you know what the outcome was in the episode.

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After hilarious take on Gladiator 2 by Emily, we explore

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Moholy's unique path into activism, photography, curated

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exhibitions, sculpture and self imagery.

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Their last series, Somniyama and Gonyama almost left us

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speechless. It's an exploration of the self

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and self representation as plurality from Moholi.

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Their use of pronouns they them so they are non binary goes way

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beyond gender identity. They acknowledge their ancestors

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and the many ways that identity can be constructed.

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But mostly identity as multitude.

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Moholi says There are those who came before me who make me, and

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I can certainly see where they come from.

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We are made from all the visibly recorded histories behind us,

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but also the ones that didn't make it to the present and

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remained invisible and untold. And this exhibition is very much

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about the latter. So let's do this.

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Come visit Mohali's exhibition with you chatty white ladies.

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Hello and welcome back to Exhibitionistas Emily here, art

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lover and exhibition goer. Thanks to all the folks who've

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been with us for the past 12 months.

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Yes, one year. It has been a sincere pleasure

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to be in your company over the past year of this podcast and a

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huge warm welcome for all who are joining for the first time.

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If you're new here, Emily and I visit solo exhibitions so that

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you have to or so that you can vicariously enjoy them through

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us. We share our points of view, but

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we also provide a bit of context and background by researching

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the artists. I'm Joanna, independent curator

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and writer and artistic director of Drawing Now Paris.

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It's a pleasure and a privilege to be in your eardrums.

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And we have a show for you today that is extra special.

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You might even say rule breaking.

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So we're going to discuss Sanel Maholi show at the Tate Modern,

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which is going to be around until the 26th of January.

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So there's lots to talk about there, but the reason it's rule

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breaking is that Joanna and I were there Dun Dun, Dun

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together. I know, I know.

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And it was, it was so great. So obviously this is a first for

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the podcast. Usually we see them separately

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and we don't talk about them. We have a golden rule of not

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talking about them until we're here together on the podcast to

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sort of trade notes and perspectives.

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But it feels appropriate that, you know, as we're going into

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one year, that we saw the show together, which is why the

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podcast was born in the first place.

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Indeed. Yeah, it seemed right.

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And for me, in many ways it felt like a 2 for one deal on an

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exhibition because it's like I went through first on my own and

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then again with you, Joanna, and my mind was opening and was kind

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of experiencing the show anew in a very short space of time.

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So that was great. Likewise, I have to say it was

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really productive to have a chat with you.

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We had a chat right at the entrance because I had seen the

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show before and it really woke me up and it kind of excited me

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and, and, and tuned me into things that I thought for you

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would be a given. So I was surprised by what you

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said and we may discuss this later on, but it was productive.

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Maybe we can stop doing it again.

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I think occasionally, yeah, we should.

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Occasionally, yeah. When we can.

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I think it would be really good to have the odd exhibition that

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we see together. So here it is, dear listeners

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live, we are redefining the rules.

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That's it. So before we get into it,

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Joanna, how was your week in culture?

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Well, not very rich in that respect, I have to say.

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I've been reading a few things, but for work, didn't finish

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them, but we did something really cool, which was to try to

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celebrate the winter solstice. So I mean, in some ways it is a

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cultural thing, isn't it? Our daughter Constanza, who we

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interviewed for the special, special episode of the

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festivities, Family Edition. So she taught us about the Pagan

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celebrations around the solstice.

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And so we ate a really nice meal, simple but really nice and

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heartwarming meal cooked by her and her brother Arthur.

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And we told stories at the table.

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So what do pagans eat? Not very versed on that, but I

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do know that there's some baking.

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There's some bread going on. So Konsha baked a bread with

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some dried fruits in it. Huh.

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That was it was Irish. So an Irish soda bake.

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I want to say the other thing you do is that you do a fire, so

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you sit around the fire, you decorate a branch or a tree, a

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little bit like the Christmas tree comes from there actually.

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So there's a lot of things going on and obviously we couldn't do

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most of them because we were too busy and everything is geared

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towards the 24th and the 25th, right?

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So we didn't manage to do much, but just the fact of being there

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together. We actually celebrated it on the

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22nd because we can do it on the 21st.

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We were invited to friend's house.

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So winter solstice is the shortest day in the year and the

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longest night. And just this idea of, you know,

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being there in at night in the dark with candlelight and just

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telling stories around the table is such a nice, simple thing to

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do, just spending time together. So I hope we continue next year.

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It was really grounding and and magical and.

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And you think of just like how long humans have been doing

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that, sitting around a fire, exchanging stories, you know, I

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mean, that's the thing. That's.

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That's it. Why?

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It goes deep, right? I mean.

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Yeah, yeah, very deep. You're right.

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That's exactly how it felt. So yeah, that was my, that was

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my little cultural moment. Yeah.

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So I would say very rich then. It was a very rich.

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It was very rich. How about you?

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What? I'm curious.

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Not so rich, not so uplifting. I saw, I saw Gladiator 2.

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Just like, don't ask why. It's like, no, it's more than

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two hours long, Joanna two more than two long hours plus.

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So I liked the first one, but then I realized I was fully half

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my age when that thing came out. And this got some good reviews

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and Peter was Kane, but it was so, so bad.

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Just swords endlessly clanking. You know those sword fights that

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just take forever? Clank, clank, clank.

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Just kill each other just like somebody get a gun please.

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I think they should hire you for the sound effects next.

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Time and just like heroic slow MO and then oh when their buddy

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dies or whatever it's just a different version of the same

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movie so the Russell Crowe character in this one has a wife

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they're going into battle she's a warrior she's a warrior as

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well and it's like they exchange rings before the battle.

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This is my ring and for you it will be with you forever.

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And this is my ring and it will be with you forever.

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And I love you wife. I love you husband.

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It's just like. So what was in dialogue you that

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way? Yeah, that was like the opening.

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And I was like, Oh my God, I'm never gonna make it.

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It's just humorless. It is completely.

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It takes itself so dead seriously for something that is

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so preposterous. And I mean sorry, I just have to

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say so. The.

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Colosseum, they used to flood it apparently in real life like and

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have like boats and they would fight from the boats like that

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was the thing like. Really.

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Used to do in the Colosseum in this they had a scene where it

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was flooded and they had sharks in there.

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No, you're kidding. You went and got some sea water

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then. I mean, I mean, it was just CGI

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sharks. Yeah.

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The only there was the only bright spot was Denzel

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Washington. Like, he was a joy to watch.

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He played this really kind of conniving, political, you know,

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kind of maneuvering guy. And he was, he was really, he

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was he. He made the two hours bearable

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at least. So he got 30 minutes out of it

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when he was there in the scenes and that's it?

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Yeah, the whole two hours. I did take an extended bathroom

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break in the middle and sort of walked around the lobby and

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looked at the posters, you know? So I take it you were not

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entertained? Oh, nice.

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Wow, nice fun. Oh, gosh.

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But Zanelle Mahali very, you know, that's a bright spot and

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we get to talk about that. So that's that's good news.

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Do you want to tell us a little bit about the artist?

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Sure, absolutely, with great pleasure.

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So I'll just start by saying that we will mention sexual

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assault in detail related particularly with queer

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communities. So if this is not for you today,

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dear listener, and if you haven't listened to all our

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episodes, dig into our portfolio, just skip it this

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time. For example, the Sufiana Babri

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episode also touches upon brown queerness, trans and gender non

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conforming people in a completely different way that

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might be more suited for you. So go there.

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And if you have listened to all of the episodes, bravo and thank

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you. You know, I visited this show

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twice. Just a side note, and the first

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time it made me think of the American photographer Nan

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Golden, of how gently she celebrated an invisible

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community of people living at the very edge of the queer and

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artistic New York society she was part of when AIDS, but also

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obviously, a certain recklessness of nightlife and

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drugs ravaged their joie de vivre, which is the least you

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can say about it. Her book I'll Be Your Mirror

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titled I'll Be Your Mirror have the same effect on me as a young

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adult than Boy George had when I was a kid.

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It just opens so many possibilities.

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But I digress as there are parallels with Zanelle Maholi

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but also a specificity in the latter that is unique to South

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Africa which is where the artist lives and works.

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So Zanelle Moholy is a South African artist born in 1972 in

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Umlazi, Durban. They go by the pronouns they

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them so they identify as non binary.

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They were the youngest of a family of eight kids, four of

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which died, so there are now only four.

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And Maholi talks about recently having had help from their

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sister in their artistic work as a great way of bonding.

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So family is really important to them.

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And also this idea of safe spaces which we'll encounter in

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the exhibition and also maybe the exhibition as a safe space.

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I think it's fair to say, right? So their mum was a domestic

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worker of Zulu descendants who lost her husband, the artist's

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father, shortly after they were born.

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So Maholi speaks Zulu and is very connected with the tribal

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history of their people, but also in on a wider perspective.

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They recognize S Africans in general and their other

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languages and tribal descendants is so In their 20s, Moholy lived

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in Johannesburg, working in different corporate jobs and

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also as a hair stylist, until they began working for the

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website Behind the Mask, which featured stories of rape,

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harassment, abduction, particularly in the queer

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community, that were hardly mentioned in the mainstream

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media. Such important work.

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I mean, you know, I know that this is a South Africa context,

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but it just makes me think of there's a lot of work happening

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in the States around native communities and women who've

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been disappeared and abducted and raped, murdered, etcetera,

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but it has not even penetrated at all.

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These things gain momentum and visibility.

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It's so impressive that they were there, you know, at an

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early time. Yeah, it really is.

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And also the fact that they're doing it in the present as

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opposed to say, for example, in Ireland, all the horrors that

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were inflicted on mothers out of wedlock, for example, that we're

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kind of reckoning with now. But we are kind of correcting

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history. Whereas here it really is in the

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present. And it's such a, such a strong

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thing to do and, and, and, and difficult as well and dangerous

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as we, we will see. So continuing this strand of

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activism, in 2002, they founded Few so Forum for the Empowerment

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of Women, which could be pronounced Few, which I find

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interesting. I don't know how they say it.

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So it's an association providing protection for women and

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advocating for their safety. In 2003, they enrolled in the

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Market Photo Workshop Gallery, which was a photography school

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founded in 1989 by the South African photographer David

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Goldblatt, who mentored them. So Maholi often mentions him and

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his generosity. I seem to remember that David

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Goldblatt even help them financially, so I hope I'm not

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saying anything wrong. But I have this idea because I

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remember in a video I watched Maholi saying that and then

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quoting Zulu proverbs, saying one hand washes the other,

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meaning that helping others creates a chain of support.

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And this was directly related to David Goldblatt, but also

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obviously to the community that they're showcasing and and

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rendering visible. That one hand washes the other.

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It runs right through the exhibition as well.

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I mean, there's there's so many collaborators and participants.

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There's a letter from people that meet them at different

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points in their work. That that's absolutely true.

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And and because of that, I think I just want to say a few words

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about Goldblatt. So he was a white man of

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Lithuanian Jewish descent. So his family fled the

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persecutions of Jews in Europe in the 1890s.

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So his photography, unlike anti apartheid activists, was not

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focused on the violence but on the people.

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He did not consider himself a social or well more specifically

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a political fighter, but a photographer who thought really

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hard about the power of photography in this particular

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context, but also the failings of photography.

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So I think he was a bit criticized by his activist

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friends at the time for not being, let's say, overtly

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activists in in his work. Because what he did, I mean his

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choice was to photograph people, their work, their life, and to

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provide extensive labels explaining the context in

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exhibition space or say, in publications.

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He followed, for example, black workers who had to endure very

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long and exhausting bus rides to work in the city, which was the

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effects apartheid had. So he focused more on the way

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people were affected by segregation rather than the

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violence inflicted on the segregated, which is, I think,

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something we're still debating today.

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You know, the role of images. I think I've mentioned this

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before in regards maybe to Aria Dean, the episodes where we

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focused on her exhibition at the ICA, because I always remember

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being very struck by the moment when George Floyd's video, I

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mean, George Floyd's death murder video was circulating.

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And I read about Black American activists complaining of quote

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UN quote black suffering porn or even in academia, people talking

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about quote UN quote racial horror porn.

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So I mean, it is an ongoing debate.

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What do you show? How do you show?

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How can you inform, I guess rather than emotionally impact

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in a way that is very high strung, but that perhaps easily

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abandoned. I don't know.

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So I, I think that's it's a really interesting debates and

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we will see how Maholi also kind of situates themselves in this.

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So back to them. In 2009, they completed an MFA

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in documentary media at Ryerson, University of Toronto and

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Canada. They also founded in Kaniso, a

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non profit organization for queer visual activism and very

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importantly, media advocacy. So this is all important because

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I mean, and we'll talk about this later, but the idea of

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visibility for communities who suffer discriminatory violence

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or simply occlusion is a key factor in my Holy's art.

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And so, in the same pivotal year, 2009, their mum died of

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liver cancer. And a lot of the poetic

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self-portrait series called Somniyanan Gunyama, which means

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in Zulu or Isuzulu, which I also saw written.

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And I forgive me for my complete ignorance.

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I, I, I mentioned this because I saw this and I'm, I don't know

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how to say it particularly, but I'm going to go with Zulu.

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So it means hail the dark lioness, which is so beautiful.

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And it immediately makes me think of Beyoncé.

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I don't know why, but oh. God, yeah, totally.

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Immediately go there and the series started in 2016.

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So in that that there are references to their mum through

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domestic and cleaning products, for instance.

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So Maholi often references mothers of queer people,

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praising them and advocating for their recognition and education.

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This is going to be a big biographical leap because

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throughout the exhibition we will go back and we will go in

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detail into other moments of their life.

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So in I'll just want to say that in 2022, they created the Maholi

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Art Institute, providing teaching through grants and

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stipends for students coming from all over South Africa in

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Cape Town. So in regards to the career

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they've had so far, so they show their work since 2004 all over

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the world including the documented 13, the South African

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Pavilion at the 55th Venice Pinale and the 29th Sao Paulo

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Pinale amongst many other exhibitions recently.

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I'm saying this because I know we have quite a few listeners in

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France. They show their work at the MEP

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Maison European de la Photography, so European Center

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for Photography in Paris, and their work is in major

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collections across the world such as Murma, Guggenheim,

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etcetera. They have had a really

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remarkable career, as you say. Yeah.

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And I'm just imagining them doing hair at the beginning of

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their career, you know, You know, working in the hair salon

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and corporate environments. And I think that just gives so

00:22:17
much hope for young artists. Find the seam, find the thread.

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Just keep making your way. I mean, not, I mean, obviously

00:22:26
not everyone is going to have this level of success, but it

00:22:29
can feel pretty far away or doing anything artistic could

00:22:33
feel very easily very far away, especially, as you say, when the

00:22:37
subject matter is not easy subject matter.

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They entered it through activism.

00:22:41
Yeah, yes, yes, yeah, totally right.

00:22:45
And it's so beautiful. When I was reading their

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biography and looking at this Behind the Mask website, right,

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that kind of was the entrance into the art world.

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So you can always go in through so many aspects.

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So yeah, thank you for saying that.

00:23:03
It's really important and success.

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What is that? You know, it's not being at the

00:23:09
tape particularly, it's just being able to show your work.

00:23:12
And that's, you know, the the beauty of this, of this story.

00:23:16
Emily, you will take us through the exhibition.

00:23:18
So I'll just introduce a few key notions now.

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So the exhibition follows core projects of the artist across

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time, starting in the first room with a Doku photographic

00:23:31
projects titled Only Half the Picture, which was started in

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2002, the very beginning of their career and which is really

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part of their activism work. And the considerable focus of

00:23:44
this room and peace is on survivors of what is called

00:23:46
corrective rape, which is a form of violence on lesbians under

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the pretext of healing them from, I mean, healing them.

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I say that's really with inverted commas from the

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lesbianism through forced intercourse.

00:24:01
So quite a terrifying prospect that is documented in a very

00:24:07
specific way that Emily will talk about for sure.

00:24:11
So this project marks a start of a career where I think that's

00:24:15
that's one of the things that's really also interesting in this

00:24:18
artist where each medium is at the service of a purpose.

00:24:23
And Maholi talks about an agenda, which is sometimes a

00:24:26
word used against wokeism, I guess.

00:24:30
And I think it's quite funny to just say, yeah, yeah, yeah, I do

00:24:32
have an agenda. I think that's amazing.

00:24:36
And they call this agenda, or I mean they call their practice

00:24:40
visual activism, which I find an interesting theme considering

00:24:45
how Goldblatt, it was important for them in this poignant

00:24:51
awareness of the insufficiency of the image to tell the story.

00:24:54
Thus, the title of this first series that we see in the

00:24:58
exhibition, only half the picture and also the

00:25:02
documentation, the titles and the texts accompanying the

00:25:04
works. However, and this is a big

00:25:07
change in comparison to their mentor, Meholy does bear

00:25:12
witness, but from the inside, as they are part of the LGBTQIA

00:25:16
plus community, they speak for and also place themselves in the

00:25:20
diverse fabric that constitutes it.

00:25:22
So at the entrance of the show, there's a simple sentence that

00:25:26
speaks volumes about Meholy's modus operandi, which says,

00:25:31
quote, nobody can tell our story better than ourselves, UN quote.

00:25:37
So Emily, you brought up when we met.

00:25:41
So just kind of revealing the conversation we had when we

00:25:44
started talking about the exhibition, you talked about

00:25:47
your relationship with activism. And I am not an activist.

00:25:51
I've participated in ecological, let's say, activism, you know,

00:25:55
occasionally, but I'm not an activist per SE.

00:25:59
You have much more experience in that and you had a take on it

00:26:05
and I was really interested in asking you about it.

00:26:08
Can you share your views a little bit or what we discussed

00:26:10
about where you come? From yeah, no, totally.

00:26:13
I mean, and you know, my activist kind of days are more

00:26:18
behind me than they are in the present, but used to work on,

00:26:22
you know, campaigns, issue campaigns and elections and such

00:26:25
and was was pretty involved in my earlier career.

00:26:30
But I think, you know, that activists art has a bit of a it

00:26:38
is a bit of a clash for me in my mind and you know, because of

00:26:44
that agenda piece and you know, activism is trying to take you

00:26:50
somewhere. It is trying to, it is

00:26:52
persuading, it is documenting, it is telling a story that is

00:26:58
trying to lead you somewhere. When I've done activism on

00:27:03
affordable housing, for example, we want to highlight the fact

00:27:06
that there's a drastic, you know, under servicing of

00:27:10
affordable housing and we want people to care and we want

00:27:14
people to see what we're doing and we want them to then take

00:27:18
action. And I know that, you know, in in

00:27:21
this realm, sort of visual activism could be something

00:27:26
different than writing a legislator about a certain

00:27:29
issue, which is kind of what we were aiming for.

00:27:32
The activism is trying to take you somewhere and art is, you

00:27:36
know, artistry is like, hey, open up your imagination, I'll

00:27:42
open up mine and let's see what happens.

00:27:46
You know, there's like there's a, there's an exchange that

00:27:49
happens within that that feels freer and potentially even more

00:27:57
impactful than look at this thing.

00:28:00
So I, I went in feeling like, I don't know, I'm not sure I'm

00:28:05
going to like it. You know, I mean, the, the

00:28:08
images are beautiful. I don't know if I'm going to go

00:28:11
away feeling how I would, you know, ideally want to feel after

00:28:19
a after, after an exhibition with just so many thoughts and

00:28:21
ideas in my mind. I'll say I, you know, I was

00:28:25
selling myself short and selling Maholi short as well.

00:28:29
The, the last room in particular, which we'll talk

00:28:31
about for me, really soared in that artistic sense.

00:28:36
And the sculpture in the exhibition really soared in that

00:28:40
artistic sense. The photography was primarily in

00:28:44
the rest of the exhibition was documenting things, but it was,

00:28:50
it was, yeah, really enriching nonetheless.

00:28:54
Yeah. That it's, it's well, thank you

00:28:57
for that, because it is an ongoing debate.

00:28:59
You'll have to tell me you're the expert.

00:29:02
Yeah, it should all be political.

00:29:05
You know that We have this conversation.

00:29:07
People have this conversation about activism within the museum

00:29:12
walls. And in the Tate's permanent

00:29:15
exhibition of the collection, there's a whole pot dedicated to

00:29:19
the Guerrilla Girls, for example, who focus solely on

00:29:24
rendering the public aware of how little representation female

00:29:29
artists have had in collections, in exhibitions.

00:29:32
And they throw statistics at you and they throw information at

00:29:36
you. And it is a question should that

00:29:41
be considered art or not? It will still be an open

00:29:44
discussion. I've had my views on it change

00:29:48
consistently throughout the time and I think it's a valid point,

00:29:53
thinking that perhaps the formalisation and the quest for

00:30:01
an aesthetic and a visual language can be undermined by a

00:30:09
message. It is a valid point for sure,

00:30:13
but I also find it really incredible when you have this

00:30:18
position where you are able to hold both.

00:30:21
I mean, photography is this particular medium that has a

00:30:24
very special relationship with reality.

00:30:27
It does cut a piece of reality and bring it onto the image

00:30:31
without providing context. And if you have a bit of

00:30:35
context, then you're bringing to the museum people who wouldn't

00:30:39
be there if it were not for this form of activism.

00:30:45
So there's, there's an open debate and there's lots of

00:30:49
positions about it. And I really like that you

00:30:52
brought that in because I had, I presumed that you being quite

00:30:57
political and working in that area, you'd be all for it.

00:31:02
You know, I just accepted that without questioning it.

00:31:06
And the first thing you said was, I don't know about activism

00:31:10
in the museum. And I thought, OK, well, that

00:31:12
was not that was unexpected. And that's the beauty of having

00:31:16
these conversations. It is, yeah, it really is.

00:31:20
And, you know, even just in that first room when we had this

00:31:24
conversation and where I was talking about how activist and,

00:31:27
and art is, is not necessarily something I gravitate towards.

00:31:33
And, and you were saying, you know, if I correct me if I'm

00:31:38
getting any of this wrong, but you know, your invitation was,

00:31:42
but where else, as you've said, are we going to have time with

00:31:48
these, you know, people that we wouldn't normally be able to

00:31:51
spend time with and to see things you you haven't seen

00:31:54
before and, you know, be able to maybe process and accept them,

00:31:58
which is which is true. And, and I guess whether or not

00:32:01
that's art is a, is a, is the debate within the art world.

00:32:05
But this, this first room is well, first of all, the whole

00:32:10
show is made-up of photographs, but it includes really stunning

00:32:14
sculpture, video, some activists, artifacts and kind of

00:32:18
a historical section about South African history.

00:32:22
It's massive. So there's 7 rooms at the Tate,

00:32:26
and it runs broadly chronologically with their

00:32:31
earlier work at the start. But that first room is work from

00:32:34
Mahali's first series of black and white photographs, only half

00:32:37
the picture, which you mentioned earlier, and it documents

00:32:41
survivors of hate crimes in South Africa.

00:32:44
So at the start of the show, there's that quote that you

00:32:47
mentioned. No one can tell her story better

00:32:48
than ourselves. So they start with a very, very

00:32:52
intimate version of this. I mean, these are

00:32:56
extraordinarily intimate photographs.

00:32:58
I mean, people are often without clothes on, sometimes showing

00:33:01
scars, you know, incredibly intimate moments.

00:33:06
But the identity of all the subjects in the room are

00:33:08
confidential due to privacy issues, as you can imagine,

00:33:13
incredibly important with with victims of domestic violence.

00:33:17
I mean, there's one image of Moholy their legs with slippers

00:33:22
on and a coffee cup. And there's a image of document,

00:33:30
which is a case file for a domestic abuse claim.

00:33:34
You know, you see torsos of trans women who are

00:33:40
transitioning. And so it's really powerful.

00:33:44
I mean, it's A and, and I just, I, I know I keep saying this

00:33:48
word intimate. I mean, even the way they use

00:33:50
the camera, it feels like you are sitting next to these people

00:33:57
or you are almost seeing it from their perspective.

00:34:01
Yeah. So as I mentioned before, there

00:34:03
is text. So there's the titles of the of

00:34:06
the works, there's the image, there's the titles and there's

00:34:10
at times a bit of text. And there were two things that

00:34:13
really struck me in that room. One of them was a photograph, as

00:34:18
you say, very intimate, but from the perspective of the

00:34:22
photographer, getting really close to a body taken from the

00:34:28
chest down with open legs. And then a pad, I think it's a

00:34:33
pad where some tissue on the floor between the feet of the

00:34:38
person with blood. And the texts next to it is

00:34:43
about, I think it's Maholi themself.

00:34:47
And it's about this idea that people think that Butch lesbians

00:34:53
don't bleed and this idea that the Butch lesbian is doesn't

00:34:58
belong to the female arena, as it were.

00:35:04
And they are kind of outside. And it's a really interesting

00:35:08
take because so Moholi developed into seeing themselves as non

00:35:13
binary. And non binary people bleed, you

00:35:17
know, they have female or male genitals, but gender is not

00:35:21
about that. That's the body.

00:35:23
That's a function of some organs of the body for certain people,

00:35:28
and it's a a really good way of starting a conversation about

00:35:33
these things. I think of Tig Notaro, who is

00:35:36
often. So Tig Notaro is a woman.

00:35:38
She identifies as a woman. She's a a female comedian that I

00:35:42
love who has short hair, is a lesbian and often talks about

00:35:48
how she's misgendered all the time and she's very keen on

00:35:52
being seen as seen as a woman who doesn't look like your idea

00:35:57
of a woman. She's very aware of that and

00:36:00
she's quite adamant about it. And I think those things are

00:36:04
very interesting. And so for me, that photo starts

00:36:07
a conversation also about the stigmatization of bleeding for

00:36:12
CIS women. It's not, it doesn't only apply

00:36:15
that that's, that's where for me the activism kind of stops

00:36:19
because I know that there's a very specific context that that

00:36:23
photograph belongs to. But I think it can help more in

00:36:28
a a general awareness of even CIS heterosexual people who have

00:36:35
to hide their bleeding all the time and not talk about it, not

00:36:38
share it with their peers, you know, as they are growing up.

00:36:42
And another thing that really struck me in that room was

00:36:45
there's a vetrine in the middle with documentation specifically

00:36:50
about, I think one of the first times these photos were shown in

00:36:53
South Africa. And there's pages from, you

00:36:59
know, the the the notebook usually have in exhibitions

00:37:04
where you can write feedback. Yeah, that's right.

00:37:08
Yeah. Right.

00:37:10
And you have someone saying this is anti African basically like

00:37:17
the white people brought gayness and brought queerness into this

00:37:24
amazing masculine feminine like strictly masculine and or

00:37:29
feminine space. Which is a terrifying myth

00:37:37
because it's actually the opposite.

00:37:40
I mean, not the opposite in the sense that it was brought to

00:37:43
white people. That's not what I mean.

00:37:45
But the opposite in terms of there is actually history of

00:37:48
queerness in African peoples. So it, it was really interesting

00:37:53
and it was a very clear and way to have someone speak for

00:37:58
themselves. Like this was the person who

00:38:01
wrote this who is there in the exhibition?

00:38:04
They are there, they're featured, their position is

00:38:07
featured and it's not counterbalance by another text.

00:38:13
It's just the whole exhibition kind of is talking to what that

00:38:17
person saying. So I thought there was a very

00:38:20
strong room in that. Sense yeah and that notion of

00:38:26
debunking that myth is is a big one for from a holy I mean

00:38:32
that's mentioned in another room as well in the being room which

00:38:36
we'll talk about but we've dipped our toe into the

00:38:39
exhibition why don't we take a quick break get a cuppa come

00:38:44
back and. Yes.

00:38:45
Explore the rest of this really, really magnificent exhibition.

00:38:51
I'm getting a strong coffee. Thank you so much and we'll see

00:38:54
you in a bit. Welcome back.

00:39:02
We are at Zanel Maholi's exhibition at the Tate Modern.

00:39:06
We have just finished the first room, so the next room is like a

00:39:13
huge galley with huge portraits on both sides.

00:39:18
And this is their faces and phases series.

00:39:22
So according to the text, faces refers to the person being

00:39:26
photographed. They worked with several people

00:39:29
over a long period of time and this is essential to their work.

00:39:33
Is this collaboration and participation?

00:39:36
They never call their subjects subjects.

00:39:40
They are participants in the work, so phases refers to a

00:39:47
transition from one stage of sexuality or gender expression

00:39:51
and identity to another. So the work is seen as kind of a

00:39:55
living archive. You're seeing the same people in

00:39:59
a few, you know, I think sometimes it's just one

00:40:02
photograph, but if they have only met with them once.

00:40:06
But the artist normally works with someone over a period of

00:40:10
time. Started this in 2006.

00:40:12
It's over 600 pieces in whole. There's about 120 pieces

00:40:17
represented in the show. And you see people changing, you

00:40:23
know, they're aging, they're wearing different hairstyles,

00:40:28
different clothes, they're expressing themselves over, you

00:40:33
know, different ideas in their lives.

00:40:37
And it's really, you know, it's it's lovely to see those

00:40:41
transformations in very pedestrian ways that we all

00:40:46
change. And also in some of the more

00:40:48
dramatic changes in terms of, you know, their gender

00:40:52
expression in particular. Yeah, I it's funny because rigid

00:40:57
me read the text first, which I don't do all the time.

00:41:01
But you know, having seen the previous room, I thought, OK,

00:41:04
it's important to maybe know the context right away.

00:41:06
And the text is very prominent and it's part of the

00:41:09
installation and and their exhibition.

00:41:11
So, you know, I thought it was the thing to do.

00:41:14
And so I read the text and then I was like, OK, great.

00:41:19
Turn to the photographs. It's a a big two very long walls

00:41:23
filled with portraits. And I started looking and

00:41:27
thinking, I'm going to see this progression, this visual

00:41:32
explanation, almost kind of a visual advocating for the

00:41:38
freeing of identity and self-expression.

00:41:42
But the way it's installed, you don't really.

00:41:47
You don't have a beginning and an end for each person

00:41:50
photographed. So I was a bit disturbed by

00:41:52
that, as I told you before. So I went twice.

00:41:55
So the first time I went there, I was really troubled by that

00:42:01
display and I asked myself a lot of questions because I couldn't

00:42:06
recognize anyone. I was unsure.

00:42:08
Because of me, there were single portraits of very different

00:42:11
people. You can trace back the zanella

00:42:15
somewhere there, and you recognize them really well.

00:42:18
They have this incredible face, an incredible presence.

00:42:25
And then you can recognize a few people.

00:42:27
And I just thought how how weird that you can't do I have face

00:42:32
blindness? You know, I was asking myself

00:42:35
lots of questions. And I also, you know, probably

00:42:40
if you listen to the episode about Dido Moriyama, that I have

00:42:44
some misgivings with photography, particularly with

00:42:47
portraiture. I find that it often feels like

00:42:52
butterflies pinned onto a, you know, a surface and then framed.

00:42:59
I have a hard time with that. There's this idea that somehow

00:43:02
your, your, your surface, your skin, your appearance, the shape

00:43:06
of your eyes says stuff about you.

00:43:09
And I'm so against that idea of, you know, being too visual about

00:43:14
people and personalities and what they stand for.

00:43:18
And, and the second time, I went with you.

00:43:21
So you helped me through the process and you made me

00:43:26
understand that it was actually really beautiful to lose the

00:43:29
thread and to understand that we are all together.

00:43:34
We're kind of intertwined. And maybe I'm you and maybe

00:43:37
you're me. I mean, that's how I read it the

00:43:39
second time around. And maybe we are all kind of

00:43:43
connected and not just these identities, which is what anti

00:43:48
woke. I mean just saying this for lack

00:43:51
of better expressions. People are, you know, saying

00:43:54
like, oh, you're so focused on yourself, you're self

00:43:57
identifying and you know, you're being so egotistic.

00:44:00
And here it's just saying, no, we're just a fabric of

00:44:04
togetherness. And of course we have our own

00:44:07
personal histories and we have our own specificities, but we're

00:44:11
also part of this fabric of this huge net around the world, but

00:44:19
also very locally in this space. So I also learned in the

00:44:24
exhibition that after the apartheid, South Africa had

00:44:28
really progressive laws regarding same sex marriage and

00:44:33
the recognition of queerness. They were the the 5th country I

00:44:39
think to recognise same sex marriage.

00:44:42
However, it's also the country that has the most violence,

00:44:46
queer hate crimes. So there's a big discrepancy

00:44:52
between the law and the social reality.

00:44:57
So it's even more, it's even more courageous, I think, to to

00:45:01
be out there and to have a portrait in that context of

00:45:05
yourself as, you know, framed in such a way.

00:45:09
So that was my journey, yeah. No, I hear.

00:45:14
You sorry it was too long. Not at all.

00:45:15
Not at all. I mean, I think, yeah, a

00:45:18
portraiture can leave me a little flat as well.

00:45:23
And but I think, you know, kind of sitting with with it and what

00:45:30
you said I think is something I came away with too, was just the

00:45:34
courageousness and the context within which these portraits are

00:45:38
being taken is enormous. I mean, South Africa, they have

00:45:43
South Africa as a through line, yeah, in their entire, in the,

00:45:47
in their entire exhibition and their work.

00:45:50
But the fact that you can see, you know, a bit of a journey

00:45:55
that some of these folks are taking is, is really phenomenal.

00:46:00
And I think, you know, looking at that as a, you know, a

00:46:04
heterosexual white woman who has not had to think about so much

00:46:13
about their sexuality, about my gender orientation because the

00:46:18
entire world was like, you know what?

00:46:19
You're cool. That's true.

00:46:23
You know, I mean, I I didn't that sort of mirror, I didn't

00:46:27
have to do the hard looking and really cultivate that for

00:46:32
myself. And it was, which I think we

00:46:37
should. I mean, I think, you know, I

00:46:40
think there's, there's so much there there to explore, you

00:46:44
know, about one's sexuality and gender identification, even if

00:46:49
you are someone who's sort of like me, identifies with the

00:46:54
status quo more or less, you know, I mean, you know, I think

00:46:59
of this all the time. It's like, you know, I'm a

00:47:01
heterosexual woman, therefore I'm attracted to men.

00:47:04
But really there are so few men I am attracted to.

00:47:08
I mean, like, if you really think about it, you know, it's

00:47:11
like, so, So is that what sexuality is?

00:47:15
I don't think so. So, but, but going back to the

00:47:18
exhibition, I think that's, it's such a gift to experience that

00:47:24
on some level and through these portraits of people exploring

00:47:28
that for themselves and demonstrating that for

00:47:30
themselves in such a, in such a, you know, definitive way.

00:47:36
And the other thing that Maholi works with is the gaze.

00:47:41
They are really tuned into that notion of the gaze and.

00:47:50
Absolutely. And, and when I was looking at

00:47:55
the images, they are all really confident.

00:47:58
They are all looking back at me with a with a clarity and not

00:48:04
confrontation, but a real conviction about who they are.

00:48:08
There's maybe one or two that look a little bit timid in their

00:48:13
countenance, but that feels very intended.

00:48:18
You know, I don't think I don't think you could get that that

00:48:21
sort of feeling of here I am and this is it and go ahead and have

00:48:27
a look. You couldn't get that if it

00:48:30
weren't sort of really crafted into the.

00:48:33
Work, they, they travel all over.

00:48:37
There's this love for South Africa as well.

00:48:40
I know some people that live there or they're all from there,

00:48:43
and you always hear about the violence and you always hear

00:48:47
about especially Joburg, Johannesburg, you know, as being

00:48:52
like having areas where you can't go.

00:48:55
What's beautiful about these videos is that so Moholy goes

00:48:59
everywhere and they work with the people that are photographed

00:49:04
in the way that is very collaborative and affirmative.

00:49:09
And there's this notion of going towards people that found their

00:49:14
safe space as well. And there's never this idea of

00:49:18
fear of violence. And it's an incredible work

00:49:22
behind the camera that takes place.

00:49:25
And I also like with all the reticence I have with

00:49:28
photography, I also like this idea that that sometimes I think

00:49:32
of the exhibition as just the place where the artwork lands

00:49:39
for a certain time. But the artworks and the art

00:49:42
projects have a life of their own outside of the exhibition

00:49:46
space and will continue to have a life of their own outside of

00:49:50
the exhibition space. And I think you feel that really

00:49:53
well in this exhibition. Yeah, no, that's a good point

00:49:57
because it is so place based. Their context is South Africa

00:50:04
and we'll go further into different places and there's a

00:50:08
real evolution of place that happens throughout the

00:50:12
exhibition itself, which we definitely will talk about.

00:50:18
But I think that's right. I think there's, there's such a

00:50:22
a feeling of place throughout it that it's hard to you.

00:50:26
You can't, you can't pull that apart from the work.

00:50:29
And you can imagine it naturally living in, you know, in other

00:50:34
places. So, yeah, no, I think that's

00:50:37
that's really true. I hadn't thought about that as I

00:50:40
was walking through it. But I think you're absolutely

00:50:42
right. That aliveness that it has

00:50:46
beyond the beyond the tape. So the the portraits, the

00:50:50
portrait room leads to a room that's entitled being.

00:50:55
It depicts couples and everyday acts of intimacy between some

00:50:59
lovers, between friends. And these are really beautiful

00:51:04
images. I mean, again, very intimate,

00:51:06
like the first room, but you know, where the first room is,

00:51:09
you know, documenting survivors. This is much more kind of

00:51:14
positive and loving and and in a very natural way.

00:51:19
So the artist is keen to dispel this myth, as you mentioned,

00:51:23
that persisted that colonialism brought homosexuality to Africa

00:51:27
and it doesn't didn't exist before then.

00:51:30
When in fact, you know, there was even a story on the in the

00:51:34
text about certain people that were celebrated that could like

00:51:40
a woman in certain tribes that would have many wives, you know,

00:51:45
I mean, and that this is part of the folklore.

00:51:49
And so the images you see are really stunning.

00:51:52
Vaseline on the lens and some to make a very kind of blurred, a

00:51:58
blurred effect and and there's kind of, you know, intimate

00:52:02
shots in bedroom setting. There's but there's just like

00:52:06
kind of people being together and touching in a friendly or

00:52:12
intimate way, bathing or kissing.

00:52:15
And it's just really heart warming.

00:52:19
And there is a giant sculpture of the full anatomy of a

00:52:24
clitoris in the room as well. Which is.

00:52:28
Which is truly. Yeah, which is great.

00:52:31
Which is. Which is a joy.

00:52:33
Yeah. It's such a joy.

00:52:35
It looks like a bird. Yeah.

00:52:38
A little bird it does it. Kind of does.

00:52:41
There's a hole in the middle, like really circular and

00:52:44
perfect. Yeah.

00:52:46
And you can go around it, there's some flaps, and it's

00:52:49
bronze, so it's super heavy. Yeah, but it doesn't feel heavy

00:52:55
at all. It just feels like it's going to

00:52:58
flop its wings and fly somewhere in the orgasmic vibration.

00:53:05
Yeah. Totally Oh my God, and it's it's

00:53:08
black and gold, you know, and it you can walk all the way around

00:53:13
it and really, you know, get close to it and it kind of has

00:53:16
four points that meet the ground and it looks like it might just

00:53:21
just like crawl away. It might just it might just get

00:53:25
up and like move to another room.

00:53:28
Go go check another room out or something.

00:53:31
They are such a talented photographer and yet then can

00:53:37
produce something like that. It's.

00:53:39
Such a talent. Such a talent and.

00:53:42
Such a leap in literature. You're always reading about the

00:53:44
female genitals as a whole, as a whole, to be like a void right,

00:53:51
to be penetrated or entered. And here there's a whole

00:53:56
consistency. And even just like the clitoris

00:53:59
is often thought of as one small point.

00:54:02
And what's you know this is this is really showing the the full

00:54:06
anatomy of it of a much more complex Organism.

00:54:10
Yeah, the nerve ending that is kind of rhizomatic and and so,

00:54:16
yeah, it's great. So moving on to the next room

00:54:21
after this joyful discovery. And then now we get into a a

00:54:27
section that's called queering public Space.

00:54:31
So the artist is showing images of transgender women, gay men,

00:54:38
gender non conforming place people in places, intersex.

00:54:41
People. Yeah.

00:54:43
And these are people who are on the beach.

00:54:47
They're on, you know, kind of Constitution Hill, I think was a

00:54:52
kind of a famous place in Joburg where some of the images were

00:54:58
taken. But the, the point is, is that

00:55:01
people are they're kind of full expression of themselves really

00:55:04
beautiful. Some of the shots using sort of

00:55:07
sweeping fabric and reflections. And so the, the artistry of the

00:55:13
photography is, is great. It's bringing the expression of

00:55:19
gender nonconformity and in all of its arrays to the public

00:55:24
sphere, which is which is cool. And that, that I might like the

00:55:27
most, is the giant image that covers one entire wall that's

00:55:33
taken at the beach. And it's maybe like a dozen

00:55:37
transgender women in bathing suits on their knees, kind of in

00:55:41
1/2 horseshoe shape, getting their picture taken.

00:55:45
And most of the beach, the beach is packed with people.

00:55:50
It's absolutely packed with people.

00:55:52
And most people are just sort of unawares and are doing their

00:55:56
thing. But there's a few people that

00:55:58
are sort of walking by or nearer that are having a little second

00:56:02
glance. And, you know, some of them are

00:56:05
just like, oh, wow, you know that?

00:56:07
And some people have a bit more curiosity washed across their

00:56:11
face. But yeah, it's just, it's a

00:56:14
great image. And in the middle there is a

00:56:16
beautiful again, a beautiful sculpture of a person lying down

00:56:21
on the ground with a blanket over them and two bolsters under

00:56:26
their head. Are they sleeping?

00:56:29
I think they might be sleeping but I I liked.

00:56:32
I have done wait they are sleeping.

00:56:35
Yeah, and I just love. And it's Zanel Maholi

00:56:39
themselves, because they have such a distinctive face.

00:56:42
So you can see it's them the the sculpture is bronze again.

00:56:47
So they say that they use bronze.

00:56:49
Because I was really curious about that.

00:56:52
I was like, why? Why?

00:56:54
Because these pictures in this room all have people who

00:57:02
improvise, construct, build their outfits through found

00:57:09
objects, not found objects, but objects that wouldn't be used

00:57:15
for clothing. So there's this kind of

00:57:18
tradition of drag Queens particularly to make their

00:57:22
garments from what they can find.

00:57:24
Why is culture in such a traditional, especially when

00:57:27
you're looking at this kind of improvised, makeshift aesthetic,

00:57:32
Why bronze? You know, it's such a

00:57:33
traditional European language and material.

00:57:38
And so they say that they use bronze because they want to make

00:57:41
sure that these queer images are not going to go anywhere and

00:57:45
they're going to last forever and they're going to be in

00:57:47
history. And suddenly by hearing that, I

00:57:51
remembered all these texts that I've read about people

00:57:55
complaining about the lack of archives.

00:57:58
So I found that really interesting because again, it's

00:58:01
working in the present to make sure that in the future history

00:58:05
will be constructed differently. So that that's really

00:58:09
interesting. As well, I think, and I heard, I

00:58:13
heard that they wanted bronze to match some of the European

00:58:20
statues that are bronze. Like think of Trafalgar Square,

00:58:24
think of, you know, any square in Europe.

00:58:26
And that there was an exhibition, I think it was in

00:58:30
Paris where these bronze sculptures were outside in the

00:58:35
manner that you might see man on a horse commanding, you know,

00:58:39
his army. That would be really wonderful

00:58:42
to see, you know, outside of the exhibition space and the white

00:58:46
cubes of, you know, galleries across Europe and really out

00:58:51
into the central square where they can be celebrated in the

00:58:55
same manner that. So I mean, I walk by those in

00:58:59
London all the time, those big bronze sculptures of men.

00:59:03
And I'm like, who is this guy exactly?

00:59:06
It's I've never heard of him, you know, I mean, and, you know,

00:59:11
it's like, and but they're all the same.

00:59:13
They're all sort of, you know, heroic figures and some kind of

00:59:17
army garb of one time or another.

00:59:20
And fine, they did important things, but, you know, other

00:59:24
people. It would be great to see other

00:59:26
versions of that. Someone put on Instagram like

00:59:29
who is great enough to be immortalized in stone or bronze?

00:59:36
I think no one maybe shall we stop doing this?

00:59:40
You know? And it was an interesting take,

00:59:43
but I cannot not tell the story of an Angolan artist called

00:59:48
Kilwanji Kiya Henda. And he did something amazing,

00:59:53
which was that in Luanda, I think it's Luanda in Angola,

00:59:56
there's this empty plinth where a sculpture of some Portuguese

01:00:01
historical figure was portrayed by a statue there.

01:00:05
And so it was taken down after the independence of Angola,

01:00:10
though he did a whole project over there which was to invite

01:00:15
people. To, I think, spoken word people

01:00:20
of queer communities, but not only to take the plinth and

01:00:28
perform there, perform on the plinth.

01:00:30
And I thought it was such a beautiful idea, which is this.

01:00:34
You are a temporary sculpture while you're still alive.

01:00:38
And then you go about your life and you are imperfect for sure,

01:00:42
but what you do and what you perform is the important thing

01:00:47
about you. It's your action.

01:00:49
And I thought that was so interesting.

01:00:52
And now we're looking at these bronze sculptures of the artists

01:00:56
themselves. So again, self-expression, which

01:01:01
is not about being heroic. Great.

01:01:03
So the next room we have is called Brave Beauties.

01:01:07
And so we've gone from a public space to a curated audience

01:01:14
space. So in this room, there's a lot

01:01:17
of a lot of pageant holders, you know, people who've been part of

01:01:24
beauty pageants and they have the sashes or people who are

01:01:29
replicating poses from like a fashion magazine cover, you

01:01:33
know, in a swimsuit, you know, knee high in the water, you

01:01:37
know, that kind of thing. And so you're going from, you

01:01:42
know, the the places where people might be around and might

01:01:46
be looking at you to you have an audience here in these images.

01:01:50
And I love a beauty queen. I mean, I there is something so

01:01:58
beauty pageants themselves, checkered history, all of it.

01:02:03
I get it. You know, I get that it's a

01:02:05
performance of gender that isn't always healthy, but there is

01:02:09
something about the vulnerability of that goes into

01:02:13
those pictures and also something very empowering about

01:02:18
people who have been denied access to those taking some

01:02:23
taking up space in that in in that realm.

01:02:25
In that room there's a video, and the second room, so the

01:02:28
following room, there's another video where these beauty Queens

01:02:33
speak for themselves. And then people who of that

01:02:38
LGBTQIA community that Zanella Mahali brings to the museum or

01:02:46
to exhibition spaces speak for themselves and for their own

01:02:50
experience. And they're so diverse.

01:02:54
I think one of the good things that it does, I think this

01:02:57
exhibition, is to explain how diverse queerness is and how

01:03:03
horrifying it is when you reduce it to just one aspect of it, and

01:03:10
how conflicting some of these positions are as well.

01:03:13
I mean, so, so you're talking about sharing stories, which is

01:03:16
the activists video, some of whom were involved.

01:03:19
Sorry, yes. In the In the Faces and Phases

01:03:23
project. So they're telling stories about

01:03:25
how they're improving lives within the queer community.

01:03:29
And I think what was important about that too is because of the

01:03:33
stigmatization of queer people. I mean, this is in South Africa

01:03:39
for sure, where it seems to be more pronounced.

01:03:41
But I'd say everywhere how just just watching people talk about

01:03:49
how they're caring for their communities just seems so

01:03:53
logical when people start thinking about the trans issues

01:03:57
and gender fluidity. And, you know, it can feel like

01:04:02
turbulent waters and watching those stories, it's just people

01:04:08
talking about caring about people.

01:04:11
I mean, it's just, there was just something just so and and

01:04:15
who wouldn't want to be a part of that?

01:04:18
And yeah, so I, I just, I mean, they're, they're just regular

01:04:22
videos, literally camera on a person from the shoulders up

01:04:27
talking primarily. And it was just so relatable on

01:04:32
just a regular human level that I found really nice.

01:04:36
And it positions yourself in the role of the listener, which is

01:04:40
something that is not happening a lot nowadays, to just listen

01:04:46
to experiences and just maybe pay attention and realise that

01:04:52
they're not your experience. You don't have to understand

01:04:55
everything, but understand in the sense that like partake in

01:05:00
whatever that experience is, but you can accept it as it being a

01:05:04
possibility just by listening, you know, just by paying

01:05:08
attention. And because I think it also

01:05:10
positions the spectator into this network of caring.

01:05:15
As I was reaching this point the first time I went, I started

01:05:20
looking at people around me and thinking, oh, you know, what are

01:05:25
these people thinking about this?

01:05:27
There was this feeling if we're all here kind of listening and,

01:05:31
and looking and, and watching. And also in this context of

01:05:36
beauty, I think there's also this idea of beauty that is

01:05:41
being questioned, the restricted notion we have.

01:05:46
And I say we, you know, all societies in different ways have

01:05:51
beauty, which is such a constricted and small space

01:05:54
where only, you know, 2% of the population can fit.

01:06:00
And here suddenly it's like it's been opened up and extended.

01:06:04
And, you know, the fact that they were a hair stylist at some

01:06:07
point made me think of a story I read.

01:06:09
I think it was in The New Yorker.

01:06:11
I don't know when, what context, but it was this person who had

01:06:14
been a makeup artist in this shop, in the shopping center

01:06:17
where they, you know, people come and they can be made-up.

01:06:20
And they were saying by doing that and spending so much time

01:06:23
on people's faces, I ended up by just by the time I had to spend

01:06:29
with them to find everyone utterly beautiful.

01:06:34
And I just thought, wow, that's what I felt in this exhibition,

01:06:41
the following room. OK, right.

01:06:43
Oh, here we go, the explosion. Because this is where a gear

01:06:48
shift happens, and yeah, it absolutely unfolds into a new

01:06:56
territory. So as we've talked about, the

01:07:00
nature of the exhibition thus far has been helping the viewer

01:07:06
enter into worlds and view things they might have not seen

01:07:12
before. But it has a documentary thread

01:07:16
through it. In this last, well second to

01:07:20
last room technically, the artist explodes into, to my

01:07:25
mind, a place where they are like, go where your mind and

01:07:30
imagination are going to take you.

01:07:33
They're not trying to show you something you wouldn't see

01:07:39
before. It's their own history and deep

01:07:44
psyche being expressed. And hey, where does your deep

01:07:51
psyche go when you see this? You know they are working with

01:07:54
the gaze. All of these images are the

01:07:59
artist. They are painted in really dark

01:08:05
skin tone, much darker than their own.

01:08:09
And there's a lot of wardrobe happening I guess is maybe a way

01:08:17
to put it. They're black and white

01:08:19
photographs. Exactly.

01:08:20
They're black and white photographs and they are dealing

01:08:25
more with racial identity here and they are magnificent.

01:08:30
Yeah. OK, so they are a photographer,

01:08:35
an activist, a sculptor, and the way they bring their presence to

01:08:42
these images as a model, you cannot look away.

01:08:46
I was so blown away by this room.

01:08:49
The blackness of the skin is emphasized, so they I think they

01:08:53
paint themselves or they emphasize it in post production.

01:08:57
The the lips sometimes are painted white and the white of

01:09:01
the eyes is emphasized as well. So there's this important

01:09:06
statement about colorism as well.

01:09:09
The idea of colorism is that you can go up to a certain point in

01:09:13
blackness, but from a certain point onward.

01:09:16
But there's no way that's going to be deemed beautiful or even

01:09:20
photographed because one of the reasons there weren't many black

01:09:23
actors in cinema for a long time is that, oh, it's so hard to

01:09:26
film. Yeah, very dark people, you know

01:09:29
so. Lighting is difficult.

01:09:31
Lighting, you know, and here you have the the darkest of ducks

01:09:37
and it's arresting, you know, to say that.

01:09:40
But also the Meson San is incredible.

01:09:42
So I find this room very overwhelming because there is so

01:09:46
much work on to each image. There's one, I'm not sure it's

01:09:51
there. It's when I was researching this

01:09:53
project where they were talking about the intricateness of

01:09:58
blackness and of ethnicity and they were saying like, where are

01:10:02
the Afro Afro Japanese people, for example?

01:10:05
What about them? And so they clothed themselves

01:10:08
in a kimono and like stuck these I think we're hair and pins that

01:10:17
would would be Japanese like. So a lot of the imagery is

01:10:21
confusing. You don't know exactly what it's

01:10:23
saying. It's complex and you can spend

01:10:26
an hour, you know, looking at each image quite.

01:10:30
There's one where there's and we spent some time in front of it.

01:10:35
The artist enveloped in bicycle tires and the expression they

01:10:42
have is always very difficult to read, is usually quite stern,

01:10:47
but not always deep. It's very deep and concentrated.

01:10:51
And so I read about this, that picture that they were relating

01:10:55
to a particular event, and they were also thinking back to the

01:11:03
fact that there was something called, and I hope I'm not

01:11:07
misremembering, I think it was called necklacing, which was to

01:11:11
put tires around black people and setting them on fire and

01:11:16
thus killing them, obviously in the most horrendous of ways.

01:11:20
Again, a horrifying thing that is not identified as such.

01:11:26
So that's also, I think one of the strengths of I think an

01:11:30
artwork is when it's very personal, but also not wanting

01:11:35
to give away all the history behind it.

01:11:38
There is a variation of reactions that you can have to

01:11:42
it according to your own background.

01:11:46
And I found it really interesting, Emily, that you as

01:11:49
an American will react to the imagery in with your particular

01:11:53
history. Do you want to talk about it?

01:11:55
Sure. Yeah.

01:11:56
So minstrel shows, yes, which was in the 20s, thirties, maybe

01:12:04
even later. It erupted from vaudeville, and

01:12:06
it was where white actors would put blackface on and mimic black

01:12:12
behavior in a really racialized, horrible way.

01:12:15
There were some gestures that they used in some of the images

01:12:20
that reminded me of that. So in a couple of the images,

01:12:23
they wore bright gloves, which is a common thing in minstrel

01:12:28
shows. And some of the some of the

01:12:32
facial expressions also kind of there were a couple with very

01:12:36
wide eyes and obviously just the black painted skin that was

01:12:41
accentuating darkness of the skin.

01:12:44
And that's what minstrel shows did.

01:12:46
And there's so much American art from, you know, that African

01:12:51
American artists make that reference that as well.

01:12:55
I mean, one kind of somewhat recent example is Donald Glover

01:13:00
has Childish Gambino in his This Is America video, and he kind of

01:13:06
dances around in sort of a minstrel show kind of way.

01:13:10
But but yeah, so there was definitely echoes of that in

01:13:14
some of the images. So some of the background is

01:13:18
that their mother was a domestic worker and a lot of the

01:13:26
wardrobe, I guess in the images reflect that.

01:13:31
So there's one with a lot of clothes pins all around and they

01:13:38
are wearing a rug, like a rug you'd find on the floor around

01:13:43
their shoulders and it's clipped with clothes pins.

01:13:47
And there's one where they're wearing a really elaborate sort

01:13:53
of woven straw, bit of straw rope, I guess, around the neck.

01:14:01
And their hair is high. And perched on top of their hair

01:14:05
is a stool, like a short stool. Oh, yes, yes.

01:14:09
That you might sit on to clean the floor.

01:14:13
And I was looking at that. And with all of the images, they

01:14:19
are so arresting in their gaze. I mean, they're, you cannot not

01:14:23
look at these and everything about the backdrop.

01:14:27
And I, I can just imagine how many hours it took to craft

01:14:31
these images and get together because they are just full as

01:14:36
full can be. But looking at this and

01:14:38
thinking, you know, it's, it's a bit ridiculous in a sense that

01:14:42
they have a stool on their head and yet there is nothing funny

01:14:48
or whimsical about it at all. It is conveyed with power and

01:14:54
intention. And you, you engage with that

01:14:58
visual in such a different way. I feel like they could have,

01:15:03
they could have just veered off a little bit and it would have

01:15:06
felt like, but they they just kept to the power of the gaze.

01:15:12
I didn't think of that. That's so true because I as you

01:15:15
were speaking, I was thinking it's very humorless.

01:15:18
The the exhibition and the subjects, well, not subject

01:15:23
participants in the portraits are the ones bringing humor.

01:15:28
Should that be their personality?

01:15:32
But as an Elma holy themself has this seriousness and this

01:15:38
sternness and it while we were talking, it made me think of

01:15:44
Hannah Gatsby and her show and Nanette where she completely

01:15:50
upturned the deflection by humor of your weirdness or your

01:15:56
difference, which is something that you do to protect yourself

01:16:00
but also end up by negating your identity by making fun of it.

01:16:07
Then there was a lot of talk about that in stand up comedy

01:16:11
where, you know, if you're fat, you make fun of being fat.

01:16:15
If you're this, you make fun of being this.

01:16:18
And yeah, I did not think of that.

01:16:19
But it's even in the videos I watched of Holy, they're always,

01:16:24
they have this very deep presence, you know, this very

01:16:30
aware presence of others. And that's one of the reasons

01:16:34
that they decided to do self portraiture because they said in

01:16:38
this process of caring for others, you end up kind of like

01:16:41
not including yourself in there. And it's a way of including

01:16:45
themselves and kind of looking inward and to their own history

01:16:48
and how it kind of resonates with whatever's happening in the

01:16:51
world. And and so that's kind of the

01:16:55
missing point. And as you say, I agree it is

01:16:58
the strong point of the exhibition because there's this

01:17:03
point where also like the sculptures, where suddenly

01:17:09
there's a sublimation of an aesthetic, a language that is

01:17:13
being created in front of your eyes.

01:17:15
And photography has that very moving thing when it's when

01:17:20
there's a meson San, which is that you know that the person

01:17:23
picked those elements very carefully, put them on, took

01:17:26
some time, put on the makeup and you know, kind of like took this

01:17:31
whole time to get to that point. Yeah, Yeah, the I agree.

01:17:36
I agree. I mean, I think that that that

01:17:38
room really felt like it opened my mind in a way and my

01:17:46
imagination and took me into something in a yeah in a way I

01:17:53
didn't expect. And I wasn't sure what happened

01:17:56
in quite a documentary style exhibition, but yeah, it was, it

01:18:04
was fantastic. And there's a there's apparently

01:18:06
a book of all of those self portraits.

01:18:09
They have been working on that since 2012.

01:18:12
So there might be a lot of additional images that weren't

01:18:15
in the exhibition itself. Yeah, yeah.

01:18:19
So yeah, I'm. I'm here for it.

01:18:21
So I propose that we wrap this up.

01:18:24
This was really enjoyable. But I have one last question for

01:18:28
you, which is what was your highlights of exhibition Estas

01:18:35
during 2024? Because it's the only year we've

01:18:38
existed, but it's been a whole year on the 27th of January I

01:18:42
think will be a whole year. So what's your If you had to

01:18:45
pick one thing, what would be your highlight?

01:18:51
So. One thing.

01:18:53
I'm so sorry I put you on the spot.

01:18:55
Yeah. Boy, you know, Philip Guston was

01:18:59
the one, the first one that I researched.

01:19:01
And so that has a very strong presence in my mind.

01:19:06
And that exhibition was I I thoroughly enjoyed it.

01:19:11
But yeah, I mean, I think that one, but also I would say Zainab

01:19:21
Salah. Oh yeah, you did.

01:19:25
Something for me, I mean, there was just something, you know,

01:19:28
it's funny, looking back, I was quite ill and didn't know it and

01:19:32
was tired all the time and was looking at her images of, you

01:19:37
know, peacefulness and rest and, you know, the cat on the carpet.

01:19:43
And I was like, oh, you could just take a nap down there.

01:19:46
And so I remember it with it being, you know, it being

01:19:52
something that was probably speaking to me in a way that I

01:19:55
didn't even understand at the time.

01:19:57
She is at David. Vanna's gallery.

01:20:01
No, no. Yeah, exactly.

01:20:02
Now back at you, girl. Which one?

01:20:05
Oh damn. Oh, sorry, I was so focused on

01:20:09
asking you the question that I didn't think that I would have

01:20:11
to answer it. Gosh, highlights of 2024, when I

01:20:17
look back, what comes to mind immediately?

01:20:21
That's a good exercise. I think Yoko Ono was was a big

01:20:32
one for me. I was.

01:20:35
So it was a powerful experience as an exhibition.

01:20:38
It was really great to find out more about someone I had so many

01:20:47
wrong ideas about. I had listened to a podcast

01:20:52
about her, so I knew about a little bit more about her, but

01:20:55
it wasn't focused on the artwork and just being able to rewrite

01:21:00
history for myself while realizing that I had Grapefruit

01:21:08
the book in my home all this time and didn't even realize.

01:21:13
I mean, I did, but it do you know when you know?

01:21:16
I love the feeling that the podcast gives me of knowing

01:21:20
something that actually I didn't know and then really spending

01:21:25
time with it and finally assimilating it because you have

01:21:30
a lot of data in your head, but spending time with certain

01:21:35
things and choosing a specific angle on them really brings them

01:21:40
home and makes you assimilate things that you didn't

01:21:44
otherwise. And I also love Dido Moriyamas

01:21:49
because. Oh, hello, that's unexpected.

01:21:53
I, I love the feeling of making an effort to go beyond my likes

01:21:59
and dislikes. And that was a huge 1.

01:22:02
And it was the first time. So yeah, that was, that was a

01:22:07
big one for me where I also kind of like put into practice this

01:22:13
principle of being very open. And even if it's not something

01:22:19
that emotionally works 100% for me and is my personal fold,

01:22:27
let's say like the way I'm made and and the thing that I will be

01:22:30
drawn to. I loved opening myself up to a

01:22:34
context to to a story, to something behind it.

01:22:39
Yeah, that was yeah, that was really powerful.

01:22:44
This is the great thing about exhibitions, is it not?

01:22:47
It's like somebody you think you know and you can reorient

01:22:52
yourself to them, like Yoko Ono or maybe even Mike Kelly.

01:22:57
But then also it's like somebody who don't know that sort of

01:22:59
reorients things inside your own heart and mind and psyche and

01:23:05
spirit. Yeah, it's there's, there's

01:23:09
nothing else quite like it. There isn't.

01:23:12
Absolutely. So that said, it's time to wrap

01:23:17
up. Thank you so much, Emily.

01:23:18
Thank you for this. This is the first episode of

01:23:21
2025. Here's hoping for, well,

01:23:25
surprising. It's going to be 2025.

01:23:28
We know that now since 2020, nothing, you know, no year is

01:23:32
like the the previous in this in this decade.

01:23:36
But here's hoping that we'll have some incredibly exciting

01:23:39
episodes. I know we will.

01:23:41
Thank you all for listening. Thank you for sticking with us.

01:23:44
Here's to another year of Exhibition Missus.

01:23:46
Exactly. Happy New Year everyone, and

01:23:48
happy New Year, Jovana. See you too.

01:23:51
And we'll see you soon. Thanks so much.

01:23:54
See you soon. Bye, bye, bye.

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